May 28, 2007 00:16
I have tried to post several times in the past two weeks. Either the computer disagreed with me, or I disagreed with me, or both.
Yay I graduated. It's still very surreal.
Yay, I had an awesome graduation party. I still haven't written all the thank you notes but eventually I will.
Yay my grandmother finally left.
Yay for working full time and making moolah.
Yay for seeing my SarahLynn all the time.
Yay for movies with Kathy as well.
Yay for donating blood and not dying. I came close to it though.
Yay for Greek Festivals and running into Freau, Shelby and Meredith. Oh happy day.
Really, I have no right to complain. Life is pretty decent.
I must admit this whole moving thing is hitting me. That, along with crazy hormones, makes me cry at the most inopportune times. I know its a great opportunity and where I "should" be going (God and I are pretty tight on this one) but that doesn't mean I'm not scared out of my mind. There is a lot of potential for failure. I'm not really scared about the school aspect, but more of just trying to make it on my own. This whole grownup thing is somewhat intimidating. I'm so happy and so blessed, but it doesn't mean that I'm so brave. Sigh. It will be ok. Really. Once I'm there for a month I'll be ok. But the thought of not seeing my family and my Louisiana friends for two years scares me. I guess I did it before and I can do it again. Just sigh.
Oh, I need a new screen name / livejournal name. I want to include my Nebraska friends in on stuff, but I don't want them to have a chance to read what I've written in the past. What would be a good name for my new journal for when I move? I can't think of anything that is not crazily cheesy.
Anyways, I love y'all <3