Just a few pre-interview jitters
Ok so, I don't have much time to chat but I just have to write something out. Get my mind flowing or something. The jist of this whole thing is, I have an interview with a company I randomly sent my resume out to back in November and of course now that I have a job, people have been contacting me( this one and one in tampa so far). So I have an interview today which I have mixed feelings about. I really like the people I work with at montague but seriously, my job has no where to go. I secretly hope one of the project managers will get pregnant and that Misty will promote me but considering it would be easier to replace a project manager than a CAD designer, I am pretty much looking at staying with this company for a year, tops. Which is good in a way since I DON'T WANNA STAY IN FUCKING NOKOMIS/SARASOTA FOREVER!!!....So now, this other place contacts me and they want me to start as a design assistant and there is a career path to Interior Designer which will take about 5 to 7 years ( not that I want to stay here that long but atleast I will be learn essential Interior Design stuff). I know this job will help with the progression of my career. I know it will but I also wasn't really prepared to have to sell myself to people all over again. I thought after finding the job I have now that I could just chill out and make money and focus on Ryan and me trying to get things together so we don't have to keep doing this long distance thing. But, I guess it doesn't hurt to talk. I just have some many mixed feelings. I just wish I could get things to stablize for a minute so I could get used to the whole idea of being this new adult in this crazy new world of 9-5, 5 days a week work thing oh yea, and the headaches of bills. So yea, I don't know. Hopefully when I interview today after work ( which I feel horrible about how sneaky I have to be about it but it's business not personal, right?)the answer will jump out at me. I just miss Ryan and wish that everything could finally get figured out...