long time no write

Oct 10, 2005 21:07

3 months? Wow, seems like way longer than that. Nothing too crazy has been going on. I still love chris. he still doesnt trust me. Atleast i try. sigh...... I want him to come home but i dont want him to just play his games and not talk to me. I read all the old emails he sent me when i was in texas. bad idea. holy crap, i hope he still feels that strongly for me. Somehow i really doubt it. I miss that chris. not that he's changed, he's just.... i dont know, given up i guess. Sometimes i feel like the bad happens way too much to make the good matter. That sounds horrible but what am i supposed to do?? I dont know, i just miss US. He'd laugh at me if i told him this. Call me stupid. i miss him so much......

i need to go to church......

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