just a jumble of thoughts
Life is fucked up you know...
its like you expect something and you get something else...
you want something you dont get it...
i guess its just that life is always waiting to throw that curve ball when you least expect it and if you are expecting something it turns out to be something different..
i know i dont make sense...
maybe cause its 9 am and i havent slept yet... maybe cause my mind and thoughts have been going through what feels like boot camp of the thoughts...
who knows...
i just feel like typing a bunch of nothing... lots and lots of nothing...
well to you its nothing cause you dont know what im talking about..
but i do...
and i guess thats all that counts.. is that i know whats going on in this head of mine... wheres the exit to your brain.. like when you just want out cant i put my brain on vacation or something..
soooo yea.... i dont want anyone to think that im upset im just, ah fuck who knows at this point..
you know theres that saying expect the unexpected... so really are you expecting the expected i mean come on that statement really doesnt make sense does it.
well im done rambling on...
im a sad girl today
and i wish i wasnt
such is life right...
blah
its like you expect something and you get something else...
you want something you dont get it...
i guess its just that life is always waiting to throw that curve ball when you least expect it and if you are expecting something it turns out to be something different..
i know i dont make sense...
maybe cause its 9 am and i havent slept yet... maybe cause my mind and thoughts have been going through what feels like boot camp of the thoughts...
who knows...
i just feel like typing a bunch of nothing... lots and lots of nothing...
well to you its nothing cause you dont know what im talking about..
but i do...
and i guess thats all that counts.. is that i know whats going on in this head of mine... wheres the exit to your brain.. like when you just want out cant i put my brain on vacation or something..
soooo yea.... i dont want anyone to think that im upset im just, ah fuck who knows at this point..
you know theres that saying expect the unexpected... so really are you expecting the expected i mean come on that statement really doesnt make sense does it.
well im done rambling on...
im a sad girl today
and i wish i wasnt
such is life right...
blah