Nov 04, 2004 11:08
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
FUCKING BLAH!!
everything is just totally pissing me off.... of course theres the obvious...
hmm what could that be
@#$%$%&*#$%@#$%$%&*
but honestly i truly feel i need a fucking vacation from my life... at least my family...
my mother has been arguing with me over my brothers issues.. i keep telling her to not call me and talk to me about them but she refuses to listen and then me and her end up at each others throats
mom im sick of this shit!!
* it is NOT my fault that he is 17 and one month away from being a daddy
* it is NOT my fault that he has decided to be a slacker and not finish school
* it is NOT my fault that all he really wants to do is get high!!
* it is NOT my fault that his girlfriend is a lazy who has no motivation!!
* it is NOT my fault that they have no money.... no apartment...
* it is NOT my fault that he has a temper like my father
* it is NOT my fault that you choose to be blind to ALOT OF SHIT
open your eyes and stop attacking your daughter who isnt the one that has totally fucked up
* I WILL NOT do his homework for him NO FUCKING WAY!!
* I WILL NOT let them live with me and take advantage of me!
* I WILL NOT baby him
* I WILL NOT justify his actions i.e grabbing her by the collar of her shirt and ripping it!
* I WILL NOT make excuses like you do
* I WILL NOT blame all of his control issues on Karen
* I WILL NOT fucking ARGUE anymore about this BULLSHIT!!!
if that makes me a "cold hearted bitch" in your words mom sooo fucking be it!!
god you have me sooo worked up
I have my own life and i am responsible... i support myself, i go to school, i 22 and have been responsible since i was 18 living on my own then.. i have never gotten myself into the situations eddie does
I DONT CARE TO FIGHT OVER MY BROTHERS FUCK UPS ANYMORE!!!
wake up mom and realize hes not an innocent little boy anymore... your little boy is about to be a father and need you to stop babying him because he will NEVER learn anything if your doing it all for him!!
INCLUDING HIS HOMEWORK!! your reasons are bullshit... i know you want good for both of us but when i went through a lot of shit in H.S did you do my homework??
NOOOO
i know hes homeschooling and its different but who got himself in that position to begin with... he did... why... because he fucked off in normal school and ended up leaving.. NOT OUR FAULT his own... you want him to get a H.S diploma.. mom if you keep up at the rate your going.... there will be a diploma the only difference is... its going to have your name of it not his
please know that i love my brother very much but i refuse to act as if hes perfect and bend over backwards for him
i am a strong person and i will not just sit back and argue anymore.. i have a strong voice and cant just agree with what you say...
sorry but its who i am