Jun 27, 2004 17:56
My computer's messed up and... yeah. I'm at my friend Kelli's house to update this. She has no space bar. It's really hard to type.
Anyways...
My dad is going to help me get a new one...somehow. He has a good used one he can give me... but he was talking about buying a new one.
~sigh~
I have been bawling my eyes out since 4 am. This has been the hardest two months of my life... ever. I just found out today my other leader is gone... well, not GONE gone... but she's stepped down out of leadership. So both of my leaders have left... I lost someone I thought was a great friend of mine... my relationship with God has been horrible... and so when my computer screwed up, I lost it.
Seriously... cried and cried and cried and I'm still crying. I won't be done for a long time.
All of my songs are like... gone.
Yeah.... Someone fix me.