for you

[justaslostasyou]

Control
lyrics by Nichole Eaton
performed by Against The Wire

Trapped inside my own self loathing
Trying hard to make you see
Living with this damned addiction
and understanding why you hate me.
Feasting on the lies and hatred
Fighting the pain you rain on me
Stealing thoughts from my darkest chambers
killing whatever remains still....

set me free (from this pent up reality)
leave me be (before i lose it all)
free my mind (from the all consuming emptiness)
hide behind (all your excuses and mindless control)

How could i let you do this to me
suck me into your twisted world
all my thoughts, feelings, and anger
thief of every emotion
centering your world around those
lost and morbid souls
i need freedom from this hell
stealing my emotions.

Breaking through this mind-made prison
Bleeding the way back to finding me
preying on your deepest fears and
pouncing on those thoughts you feed.
beating down your walls of penance
laying judgements at your feet
hungry for my soul's returning
and cursing the moment we came to be....