Oct 14, 2006 08:59
I still dont know how this all fell apart..i just looked at about 900 pictures "Litterally" of Sarah And I..and how it got here....I have no idea....I miss my wife...BAD....Im laying here...I cant sleep...its 4 am..she will be here soon to move out or our place...I dont know how im going to take this
Half of me is so mad...
and Half of me wants to get down on my knees and beg her to stay
shes the only girl i want to marry...I dont know.....
IVE HAD NO CLOSURE...just...its over ..now i have a new boyfriend who ive stayed with since 4 days after we split....im sorry you dont end a 2 year relationship and engagement like that,,,,,its impossible.....its dumb
Its my last night with the kitties...theyre BOTH sleeping on the bed with me...they have NO idea they are leaving.....this is theyre home..
It hurts to know some other dude is going to be sleeping with my cats...
I feel like theyre my kids....
oh well...heres to goodbye...tomorrows gonna come to soon.....to soon
Goodbye
Nice to Know you