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So. Umm, nothing much to talk about. That I can talk about. I got some nifty stuff for my birthday. Thanks to everyone.
Okay, so, let me see if I can figure this out... I got in a fight with Lavender because she was being self-centered yet again and I think that upset Padma, because she was fine Saturday afternoon but not by Sunday, and that's the only thing I can think of... So I can't tell if she's mad at me or just upset but I don't know what to do, because there's no way in hell I'm apologizing to Lavender. Sue says I should try being nicer to Lavender, but I really don't think I've ever said anything she doesn't deserve to hear.
And then Neville... Aww, shit. So, I knew I liked Neville, but I also know that he doesn't like me that way, and I didn't really realize till last night just how much I'd been flirting with him -or do I act like that with most people? I can't tell! And that was nice, sleeping like that, even though I didn't do it on purpose and I know he doesn't mean anything by it, but how can you help but be awkward when you know your friend's gay but he doesn't like you, and you don't think he knows you're bi, and that you do like him? And especially when you like someone else, too, and you're just confused?
And then there's Sue, who started acting all weird when I told her about Neville. I didn't think she'd be freaked out by me being bi, but apparently I was wrong on that. And now what am I supposed to do, since I can't change it, but I don't want Sue to think I'm a pervert or whatever it is she's thinking. Gah.
So. Class. Right. With Hagrid. Um.
Shit shit shit.
Okay, so, let me see if I can figure this out... I got in a fight with Lavender because she was being self-centered yet again and I think that upset Padma, because she was fine Saturday afternoon but not by Sunday, and that's the only thing I can think of... So I can't tell if she's mad at me or just upset but I don't know what to do, because there's no way in hell I'm apologizing to Lavender. Sue says I should try being nicer to Lavender, but I really don't think I've ever said anything she doesn't deserve to hear.
And then Neville... Aww, shit. So, I knew I liked Neville, but I also know that he doesn't like me that way, and I didn't really realize till last night just how much I'd been flirting with him -or do I act like that with most people? I can't tell! And that was nice, sleeping like that, even though I didn't do it on purpose and I know he doesn't mean anything by it, but how can you help but be awkward when you know your friend's gay but he doesn't like you, and you don't think he knows you're bi, and that you do like him? And especially when you like someone else, too, and you're just confused?
And then there's Sue, who started acting all weird when I told her about Neville. I didn't think she'd be freaked out by me being bi, but apparently I was wrong on that. And now what am I supposed to do, since I can't change it, but I don't want Sue to think I'm a pervert or whatever it is she's thinking. Gah.
So. Class. Right. With Hagrid. Um.
Shit shit shit.