Apr 20, 2004 09:56
Three weeks left of school. That's it. That's what i thought about for about the last two hours. I woke up at about 7:30 this morning and just layed in bed for the next hour. Then sat at my computer til about 9, when Joe woke up and then we went to dunkin donuts. But 3 weeks?? That's way too short for me! I know I'm supposed to be looking forward to summer and seeing all my friends back home (and i do wanna see them, i just don't want to miss seeing everyone up here).
Steph (Gomes) isn't returning next year. That makes me sad. She didn't get into the nursing program, hence being here at UMD is kind of useless to her. Lauryn is transferring to RIC. I have no roomate next year and am losing possibly one of the best friends I've made here all year. Nicole will be here next year though, and that's great. But she is going to be a RA junior year, leaving me to find 5 other friends to live with in the dell or suffer being stuck with 5 other people I don't know.
I want to go home, I really do but am I the only one to realize all of the unneeded drama that is going to take place. Nothing particular but with everything that has happened this year no one from home can tell me that there isn't going to be any drama with a straight face. Nothing is the same. Nothing at all. But everything happens for a reason and fate is always involved if you ask me. Whether something happens to teach you something (which has happened a lot this year) or whether it happens because thats the way its suppose to turn out, it all happens for the best, or at least that's what i like to think.
Anyone know just how far it is to drive about an hour and 15 minutes? It's not fun. Especially if you are driving that long to see a person for about a day and a half. No fun. Joe lives in Norton. Norton, where there is one street light in the entire town, which i still find hilariously funny. Norton is all of an hour and 15 minutes away. And I need a job. So, the summer will be consisting of me trying to work Monday-Friday, driving up to Norton every other weekend to see Joe or waiting for him to drive up to Leominster on the weekends I'm not up there. After seeing someone everyday for about 3 months, it is going to be completely horrible to only see them on the weekends, and that's only if both of our schedules can make that work.
Anyways, forget where this entry was going but I'm done with it now. Comment if you want, don't if you don't.