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8/11/2009
It was recently hinted to me, and by that I mean flat out told to me, by someone who shall remain nameless, that I don't really update my Lj. Don't get me wrong, this is true, but my mind is all like, "you update all the time", which might because I used to update all the time...but I no longer do.
I'm not sure that there's a sole underlying reason for it, or if it's due to a constellation of things. In all honesty, I don't think I have that much to say, things are pretty boring (work, class, some free time; work, class, some free time, etc) and the things are not boring aren't really exciting in that good way. Nowadays, exciting equates to omgtrauma.
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I never got to finish the insightful entry I was writing above, because as I was penning it tragedy struck. While writing said entry I was also in the process of backing-up my hard drive, long story short: I lost 50 gigs (ish) of data. As you can imagine, I was no longer all that focused on the entry and more focused on having a meltdown. However, I have since calmed down, and have absolutely no idea what this current entry is going to be about. I'm sorry, but welcome to what will most likely be my stream of consciousness.
So I had singing today, that was fun. I enjoy the class a great deal and I feel as though I am learning a lot, however I also finding it terrifying. I spend my Tuesday's at work, actually hoping for work, so that I don't have to think about my impending (possible) embarrassment. Not to mention I cried in front of the entire class like 3 weeks into the session...which...was...yeah. To make matters worse my teacher has won not 1, but 2, 2 TONYS and 2 EMMYS. I mean, I just want to sing in some crappy community production, not even, hell I'll sing in anything at this point. So for me to look at this woman who has TWO TONYS is a little intimidating. Not to mention when she pisses me off I can't think she is shitty because SHE HAS WON TWO FRICKING TONYS Okay. Done, I promise.
In other news, I am going to California in 9 days. I'm excited. LA isn't a place I want to live ever again, but I'm pretty sure I'll be okay with visiting. It might even cause me to like the place again. Nevertheless, I do know that I want to buy something at Amoeba Music for old times sake, and souvenir bag...and maybe see a movie at the Arclight...and In 'n Out...
I mean, do you really want me to update when this is what they are going to be like? Aren't you bored? I mean, I'm bored and I'm writing the thing...It's time for a poll.
Poll keep posting?
Um...I guess I'll just write more later...
It was recently hinted to me, and by that I mean flat out told to me, by someone who shall remain nameless, that I don't really update my Lj. Don't get me wrong, this is true, but my mind is all like, "you update all the time", which might because I used to update all the time...but I no longer do.
I'm not sure that there's a sole underlying reason for it, or if it's due to a constellation of things. In all honesty, I don't think I have that much to say, things are pretty boring (work, class, some free time; work, class, some free time, etc) and the things are not boring aren't really exciting in that good way. Nowadays, exciting equates to omgtrauma.
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I never got to finish the insightful entry I was writing above, because as I was penning it tragedy struck. While writing said entry I was also in the process of backing-up my hard drive, long story short: I lost 50 gigs (ish) of data. As you can imagine, I was no longer all that focused on the entry and more focused on having a meltdown. However, I have since calmed down, and have absolutely no idea what this current entry is going to be about. I'm sorry, but welcome to what will most likely be my stream of consciousness.
So I had singing today, that was fun. I enjoy the class a great deal and I feel as though I am learning a lot, however I also finding it terrifying. I spend my Tuesday's at work, actually hoping for work, so that I don't have to think about my impending (possible) embarrassment. Not to mention I cried in front of the entire class like 3 weeks into the session...which...was...yeah. To make matters worse my teacher has won not 1, but 2, 2 TONYS and 2 EMMYS. I mean, I just want to sing in some crappy community production, not even, hell I'll sing in anything at this point. So for me to look at this woman who has TWO TONYS is a little intimidating. Not to mention when she pisses me off I can't think she is shitty because SHE HAS WON TWO FRICKING TONYS Okay. Done, I promise.
In other news, I am going to California in 9 days. I'm excited. LA isn't a place I want to live ever again, but I'm pretty sure I'll be okay with visiting. It might even cause me to like the place again. Nevertheless, I do know that I want to buy something at Amoeba Music for old times sake, and souvenir bag...and maybe see a movie at the Arclight...and In 'n Out...
I mean, do you really want me to update when this is what they are going to be like? Aren't you bored? I mean, I'm bored and I'm writing the thing...It's time for a poll.
Poll keep posting?
Um...I guess I'll just write more later...