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don't start thinking.
my life is a piece of cake.
cake.
don't start.
It makes me sad how naive everyone here is.
It makes me sick.
Am i missing out in life?
At this point. i think so.
A person can't live without life.
and i really can't take that.
but who takes the time to look twice?
who cares?
I am a horrible friend.
it seems that no matter the distance
everyones life is mine
and i am effected by your downfalls as much as you are.
but in a differant way of course.
I'm not falling to pieces.
I just need to find what i'm looking for.
?????
DON'T THINK.
right now i say to myself,"YOU SUCK"
I know i need to change. but don't wave it in my face.
it's hard to change when you lead a sheltered life.
and i am sorry.
My life is perfect.
i realize this more and more every day.
everyone here has real shit to deal with
what do i have?
I have everything
and nothing
and i am also going nuts with all the reading and the video games and the staying in the room and the talking to yourself and my not being able to turn the radio/tv on BECAUSE you're reading.
IM SICK OF THIS--
i hate routine.
i need something more.
please.
please.
my life is a piece of cake.
cake.
don't start.
It makes me sad how naive everyone here is.
It makes me sick.
Am i missing out in life?
At this point. i think so.
A person can't live without life.
and i really can't take that.
but who takes the time to look twice?
who cares?
I am a horrible friend.
it seems that no matter the distance
everyones life is mine
and i am effected by your downfalls as much as you are.
but in a differant way of course.
I'm not falling to pieces.
I just need to find what i'm looking for.
?????
DON'T THINK.
right now i say to myself,"YOU SUCK"
I know i need to change. but don't wave it in my face.
it's hard to change when you lead a sheltered life.
and i am sorry.
My life is perfect.
i realize this more and more every day.
everyone here has real shit to deal with
what do i have?
I have everything
and nothing
and i am also going nuts with all the reading and the video games and the staying in the room and the talking to yourself and my not being able to turn the radio/tv on BECAUSE you're reading.
IM SICK OF THIS--
i hate routine.
i need something more.
please.
please.