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Break ups suck.
He's coming by today at three to drop off our hamster, Yoko, and some bedsheets I bought at a garage sale last summer for $1.
I'm beside myself with regret and resentment.
I really hope I get over this sooner than later, because feeling like this is dangerous for my health.
Tony is playing in New Paltz on Friday and the only thing keeping me from seeing him play is the chance of running into Jesse over in that area of town.
My stomach is in knots.
Meg gave me a book that said to "invite the butterflies in your stomach into your heart". I'm willing them so hard to come, but they're sticking to my stomach lining nevertheless.
Greg and I talk every day. He's the coolest to chat with, and I have no reservations about calling him/text messaging him 8 times a day. I am crushing on him as hard as someone can who lives 2,000 miles away. During October break I think I'm going to be audacious and road trip to Lubbock to see him. He's got the softest skin I've ever felt.
It's different with Judson. He's the typical beautiful boy who knows it and dangles himself in front of me with a grin on his face.
Every part of me is vulnerable right now, come to think of it.
Yoko will bring some comfort, and hopefully not remind me of the one I picked her out with.
Got class at noon. International Politics and then Feminist Methodologies..
Oh yeah, I'll be home on October 15th for 9 days. Is it sad that I'm already counting the days?
He's coming by today at three to drop off our hamster, Yoko, and some bedsheets I bought at a garage sale last summer for $1.
I'm beside myself with regret and resentment.
I really hope I get over this sooner than later, because feeling like this is dangerous for my health.
Tony is playing in New Paltz on Friday and the only thing keeping me from seeing him play is the chance of running into Jesse over in that area of town.
My stomach is in knots.
Meg gave me a book that said to "invite the butterflies in your stomach into your heart". I'm willing them so hard to come, but they're sticking to my stomach lining nevertheless.
Greg and I talk every day. He's the coolest to chat with, and I have no reservations about calling him/text messaging him 8 times a day. I am crushing on him as hard as someone can who lives 2,000 miles away. During October break I think I'm going to be audacious and road trip to Lubbock to see him. He's got the softest skin I've ever felt.
It's different with Judson. He's the typical beautiful boy who knows it and dangles himself in front of me with a grin on his face.
Every part of me is vulnerable right now, come to think of it.
Yoko will bring some comfort, and hopefully not remind me of the one I picked her out with.
Got class at noon. International Politics and then Feminist Methodologies..
Oh yeah, I'll be home on October 15th for 9 days. Is it sad that I'm already counting the days?