I am in a bittersweet Utopia.

Aug 27, 2003 18:09

New York is like nothing I have ever imagined.

I wouldnt rather be going to school anywhere else than here.

Monday and Tuesday was filled with so much excitement and newness, and now Im just feeling the distance I am from Texas.

Due to a campus-wide virus, no one has access to computer in their rooms, and we wont be able to whore until Saturday or Sunday.

I havent cried yet, but I have a feeling that tonight will bring tears and many phone calls. That is, if I can remember anyones number.

I had this whole fiasco with my cell phone that I bought TWO WEEKS AGO down in Austin.

I even switched services, because T-mobile claimed they were the only ones who could cover me. Cool. So I get this new phone, fall in love with it, then have to part with it when I realize that I have no service on any part of the campus. Fucking hookers.

I finally got a new phone late yesterday, and have yet to replace my phone book. Be a dear and call me. I need phone calls and love harder than Ive ever needed them before.

I wish I could call Jesse every time I hang up with him.

I want my room. My dog. Most of all I want to feel acclamated here at campus which I know will just take time.

I dont want you all to think that Im miserable, because I am the furthest horizon away from it.

Homesickness has gotten me all choked up in this evergreen wonderland.

I cant wait until school starts.
Right now were in orientation week, which should really be renamed Camp Vassar, due to the get-to-know-everyone and pretend-to-be-more-friendly-than-i-really-am bullshit. I cant remember anyones name and dont really care to.

My roommate is as close to a soulmate as Ive come next to Kristen in Seattle.
I find nothing wrong with my atmosphere expect that my friends and Austin life are absent from it.

Call me, email me, write me, anything.

845-235-2725 or
845-451-3052

Pictures will follow shortly of my dorm room.

Love to all. Enjoy each other for me.
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