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I often find myself awake in tears in the middle of the night, thinking of you, remembering you and wishing you could be here with us now. :'( I keep asking myself, "Why does God want my brother? Why did he take him away from us before we got a chance to see him again?" I really wish you could be here with us this time of year, Skipper. I know we never got along the greatest, but we had a unique brother-sister relationship and I loved you and I always will...I miss you like crazy. Mom really misses you too - this is going to be the hardest Christmas ever for her. Please take care of her for me, Skip. You are a guardian angel now, right? I felt you here with me the other night, so I'm pretty sure you're watching over us. Just keep her safe and make her feel loved...she's been so lost since we lost you. I love you and I'll see you again someday. :-\ :-\
Wow...that was rough. :-\
Wow...that was rough. :-\