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Have you ever been so entirely stressed out about life that you just want to crawl into your bed and either die, or at least sleep until a time that you will wake up and feel better about life? Well I do, right now. So how many of you have actually done it? Because I'm about to, I think.
My entire life is due this week at school... and for some reason, I can't bring myself to study. I got the Spanish skit out of the way today, big ice breaker for this public speaking shiznit.
My big ass religion test is tomorrow and I know NOTHING on it yet. The section in our notebooks is like 5 inches thick and I just do not know where to start! I looked through the sample exam and I pretty much flunked it, even when I used my notebook. I haven't read the chapters, but I just fall asleep every time I try to read them. I think I'm just doomed for this test. I got a 95 on the first one and a 94 on the second one, but I knew the material inside and out... pretty much to the point where I thought I would do much better on them than I did, and I still managed a great grade. What am I going to doooo? Why don't I feel like studying?! I just can't bring myself to study anymore, though I've looked over my notes a ton and I still don't remember a damn thing. Well maybe if my head would stop pounding.. ugh!!
My freshmen seminar speech is Thursday and I cannot even begin to describe how nervous I am. I have practiced the speech several times, so it's not like I don't know it.. but I studder every single time I read it, and I get shaky and nervous just THINKING about it. How awful is that? And I just found out that I'm going to need to verbally cite the sources of all of my statistics and information during the speech... does that not suck or what? Okay so maybe I'm stressing out a little too much over it, but I'm still stressing out nonetheless. Somebody make it stop. Please?
Friday, our math project is due... which means I have to start working on it all day tomorrow and completely bust ass. Hopefully I will have time in there tomorrow sometime to continue working on this hideous FRS speech. AHH! I feel like I'm goign to go insane.
And as if that isn't enough to do this week, in addition to attending classes, studying for finals and doing homework each and every day... but Nancy the amazing Freshmen Sem professor has JUST given us our assignment for our final project - a portfolio. Yeah so we have to write a 3-4 pg or 4-5 page ( i forget) paper, analyzing ALL of the work we did in that friggin class. Beautiful. And for a brief moment, I thought that perhaps I would be able to RELAX this weekend. I guess not, go figure.
And to make matters even worse, I may not be able to see Jon this weekend. He thought he was coming, but now his brother isn't coming along to Brockport, so he doesn't have any assistance with gas money. Plus, he probably has to work this weekend so that won't make it any easier.
IS THIS SEMESTER OVER YET?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!
P.S. I'm not studying for this exam. I may be digging myself deeper into this fucking hole, but I just need a break. I'm cleaning up my mess in the room and then showering right after I finish this, immediately followed by B-E-D! Goodnight.
My entire life is due this week at school... and for some reason, I can't bring myself to study. I got the Spanish skit out of the way today, big ice breaker for this public speaking shiznit.
My big ass religion test is tomorrow and I know NOTHING on it yet. The section in our notebooks is like 5 inches thick and I just do not know where to start! I looked through the sample exam and I pretty much flunked it, even when I used my notebook. I haven't read the chapters, but I just fall asleep every time I try to read them. I think I'm just doomed for this test. I got a 95 on the first one and a 94 on the second one, but I knew the material inside and out... pretty much to the point where I thought I would do much better on them than I did, and I still managed a great grade. What am I going to doooo? Why don't I feel like studying?! I just can't bring myself to study anymore, though I've looked over my notes a ton and I still don't remember a damn thing. Well maybe if my head would stop pounding.. ugh!!
My freshmen seminar speech is Thursday and I cannot even begin to describe how nervous I am. I have practiced the speech several times, so it's not like I don't know it.. but I studder every single time I read it, and I get shaky and nervous just THINKING about it. How awful is that? And I just found out that I'm going to need to verbally cite the sources of all of my statistics and information during the speech... does that not suck or what? Okay so maybe I'm stressing out a little too much over it, but I'm still stressing out nonetheless. Somebody make it stop. Please?
Friday, our math project is due... which means I have to start working on it all day tomorrow and completely bust ass. Hopefully I will have time in there tomorrow sometime to continue working on this hideous FRS speech. AHH! I feel like I'm goign to go insane.
And as if that isn't enough to do this week, in addition to attending classes, studying for finals and doing homework each and every day... but Nancy the amazing Freshmen Sem professor has JUST given us our assignment for our final project - a portfolio. Yeah so we have to write a 3-4 pg or 4-5 page ( i forget) paper, analyzing ALL of the work we did in that friggin class. Beautiful. And for a brief moment, I thought that perhaps I would be able to RELAX this weekend. I guess not, go figure.
And to make matters even worse, I may not be able to see Jon this weekend. He thought he was coming, but now his brother isn't coming along to Brockport, so he doesn't have any assistance with gas money. Plus, he probably has to work this weekend so that won't make it any easier.
IS THIS SEMESTER OVER YET?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!
P.S. I'm not studying for this exam. I may be digging myself deeper into this fucking hole, but I just need a break. I'm cleaning up my mess in the room and then showering right after I finish this, immediately followed by B-E-D! Goodnight.