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I had such a horrible two months. I "dated" someone & oh it was such a bad move. I became obsessed with someone & it really left me emotionally drained. After I got out of it I was in such a wreck. But I started building my relatioship with God again & realized that I had to forgive myself, as well. So I've been staying far away from the male specie & staying in prayer & reading the Bible. It's only been a couple of weeks, but I feel like a whole new person. Isn't God faithful? There will never be a better relationship. I'm in love with Jesus & I feel like I'm walking on air. I was told that when I have a thought that will start that aching feeling of need, or longing for that one person I was involved with, to replace it with something from the Bible. First of all, the feelings I was feeling for that one person was all a lie from Hell. All of it was a distraction & so I think of this from Psalms 147 He mends the broken hearted & binds up their wounds. It is so true, because when I'm on the verge of insanity, I cry out to God & I pray & read the word & there is nothing else that can get me through it. Not having my cell phone really helped, & was the first step of obedience in the Holy Spirit. I've been prayer to become more sensitive to the Holy Spirit as well as being able to tell my will from God's will.
Since everything God had built up for me since I've been saved came tumlbing down in the worst way, I realized that by following God's path, everything started repairing itself. I'm happier than I've ever been, well, I'm always like this when I'm saved. I have replaced the lie with the truth. I kept reading Romans because I couldn't get past the verse about how God let them replace the truth with the lie.
Therefore God also gave them up to uncleaness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, & worshiped & served the creature rather than the creator.
being filled with unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful, who knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things is deserving of death, not onli do the same but also approve to those who practice.
Since everything God had built up for me since I've been saved came tumlbing down in the worst way, I realized that by following God's path, everything started repairing itself. I'm happier than I've ever been, well, I'm always like this when I'm saved. I have replaced the lie with the truth. I kept reading Romans because I couldn't get past the verse about how God let them replace the truth with the lie.
Therefore God also gave them up to uncleaness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, & worshiped & served the creature rather than the creator.
being filled with unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful, who knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things is deserving of death, not onli do the same but also approve to those who practice.