this one goes out to the one i love
it definately wasn't worth it to him. i've been through this before, yet i still just want to lay down and cry. and wish for him to be here. he's in my dreams every night. and i can't believe i brought up that fight, but i can't believe he broke up with me for it. i'm sorry for making you feel that way, but i'm sorry for you making me feel the way i did, and the way i do.
i love you. i will love you for a long long time.
i wish things could have been different, and i wish you loved me enough to want to be with me. i know you will be just fine without me. but what about me??
i guess i'll be fine too. and i guess i shouldn't blame anybody. you are you, and you clearly made your choice. your friendships were more important than me. i always knew i'd never know you completely. why was it all a lie? why did you tell me i was the one and why did you give me that ring....i thought we could make it through anything. i thought you would always pick me. your friends are fine, but your friends are not fine when they are your influence.
i'm sorry that to me it seems and feels like you want the kind of freedom they have. i hope one day you can be happy. and make someone happy. because once the REAL ONE comes along, you won't ever get tired of being "good."
you always were good to me. it's just the little things took their toll. i guess it's true what they say. the little things mean everything. and you just kept apologizing. i guess you got tired. it wasn't you. or was it? there's two versions of you. the young and the mature. the young one is still strong and restless. you've been going to the same party for over 10 years....aren't you a little tired?
you said you were. back then when you said you would love me forever. i believed you. i ate it all up. and now here i am. hungry, once again wanting to be fed by you. you are so mad at me. and i'm so mad at me.
i guess it was bound to happen eventually. and it hurts. it hurts that YOU ARE NEVER COMING BACK. because once someone hurts you, you won't ever go back to them. that's what you said to me. so i guess this little string of hope i've been trying to hold on to is finally breaking. i've been expecting too much from you for far too long.
it's time to let go and just let it be....
for what it's worth, i loved every minute of my life with you in it. maybe someday you can forgive me and maybe then it'll be too late. maybe sooner than later you will find another woman who doesn't give you all the crap i did. but what did i ever do to you??
i know what it was. i loved you more. my mom always told me that whoever loves more loses. i just don't get why you would lie to me. unkept promises are lies. and i guess i just couldn't take it. and you couldn't take me getting mad at you for them.
you could have done it, but I wasn't worth it.
maybe someday i'll stumble upon a man who truly loves me and can't wait to be with me. the man who will call me just to say he loves me. the man who won't think of me as a burden. the man who will put me on a pedastool and a man that i can give the same too without feeling like i got cheated.
i wish that was you.
"so much for true love....i'll take this chivas instead"
i love you. i will love you for a long long time.
i wish things could have been different, and i wish you loved me enough to want to be with me. i know you will be just fine without me. but what about me??
i guess i'll be fine too. and i guess i shouldn't blame anybody. you are you, and you clearly made your choice. your friendships were more important than me. i always knew i'd never know you completely. why was it all a lie? why did you tell me i was the one and why did you give me that ring....i thought we could make it through anything. i thought you would always pick me. your friends are fine, but your friends are not fine when they are your influence.
i'm sorry that to me it seems and feels like you want the kind of freedom they have. i hope one day you can be happy. and make someone happy. because once the REAL ONE comes along, you won't ever get tired of being "good."
you always were good to me. it's just the little things took their toll. i guess it's true what they say. the little things mean everything. and you just kept apologizing. i guess you got tired. it wasn't you. or was it? there's two versions of you. the young and the mature. the young one is still strong and restless. you've been going to the same party for over 10 years....aren't you a little tired?
you said you were. back then when you said you would love me forever. i believed you. i ate it all up. and now here i am. hungry, once again wanting to be fed by you. you are so mad at me. and i'm so mad at me.
i guess it was bound to happen eventually. and it hurts. it hurts that YOU ARE NEVER COMING BACK. because once someone hurts you, you won't ever go back to them. that's what you said to me. so i guess this little string of hope i've been trying to hold on to is finally breaking. i've been expecting too much from you for far too long.
it's time to let go and just let it be....
for what it's worth, i loved every minute of my life with you in it. maybe someday you can forgive me and maybe then it'll be too late. maybe sooner than later you will find another woman who doesn't give you all the crap i did. but what did i ever do to you??
i know what it was. i loved you more. my mom always told me that whoever loves more loses. i just don't get why you would lie to me. unkept promises are lies. and i guess i just couldn't take it. and you couldn't take me getting mad at you for them.
you could have done it, but I wasn't worth it.
maybe someday i'll stumble upon a man who truly loves me and can't wait to be with me. the man who will call me just to say he loves me. the man who won't think of me as a burden. the man who will put me on a pedastool and a man that i can give the same too without feeling like i got cheated.
i wish that was you.
"so much for true love....i'll take this chivas instead"