a long time.....
I haven't posted in a while..... lately nothing has just moved me to write anything here. I feel like all I do in this journal is talk about my day or just stupid stuff and I'm done with that. I'm hurting tonight. for many reasons. the reasons aren't important. the reasons just get in the way. I keep hearing in my head.... "now is the time" and I wish I were prepared or I actually knew what to do but I don't. But luckyily I'm not in this alone... Jesus knows whats in store for me. he knows where I'm going to be in a year... in ten years... and its the choices I make now that could determine these things. today has been a day of just sad things but I haven't felt as sad or as broken as I would of thought. My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ has the victory and if I just trust in him with all my heart things will be ok. Trials will come (Trials are already here) sadness will be here... hurt feelings will also arrive... but Joy that is from Jesus can with stand it all. I know I know... I'm just some girl trying to push my religion on you but I'm not. its my journal and I just want to start being honest and not worry about who might read it or not......
Terry is leaving.... Praise God for his obedience but at the same time I'm sad.I knew about it ahead of time but it just never was actually real until tonight. Now is the time!
Terry is leaving.... Praise God for his obedience but at the same time I'm sad.I knew about it ahead of time but it just never was actually real until tonight. Now is the time!