Best Week Ever!
fail·ure ( P ) Pronunciation Key (flyr)
n.
1.The condition or fact of not achieving the desired end or ends: the failure of an experiment.
2.One that fails: a failure at one's career.
3.The condition or fact of being insufficient or falling short: a crop failure.
4.A cessation of proper functioning or performance: a power failure.
5.Nonperformance of what is requested or expected; omission: failure to report a change of address.
6.The act or fact of failing to pass a course, test, or assignment.
7.A decline in strength or effectiveness.
8.The act or fact of becoming bankrupt or insolvent.
Granted, I am not bankrupt yet, and I stress the word yet-- I can place a check mark next to every last one of those definitions. I don't want to hear about 'what a great experience it was' or 'at least you gave it all that you had' or 'everything happens for a reason' or 'there may be something better waiting for you ahead.' NO! It all comes down to the fact that I'm not good enough.
Sorority: Heartbroken isn't the right word, but it's the first one that comes to mind. Maybe I overestimated myself as a whole. Maybe it's the cliche 'you always end up where you belong.' Maybe it was a conniving bitch that needed to get revenge on her former best friend because their vaginas shared a dick for a few months. Maybe another year without affiliation will be good for me.
SOC: It started out pretty fair. Same application. Same interviewers. Then some things started to change. One less person in the running. Then, the verdict. Two people that were obviously very qualified, but why? If I would have known that the position entailed belonging to the same clique, then maybe I wouldn't have bothered since I've been deemed a floater. An anonymous source stated "Why would they pick those 2, how are they going to grow from this?" They were picked because they were already experienced in these tasks, they are older, and they were already a duo. It's not rocket science. I'm more upset because they don't give people a chance...they didn't really want to see growth...they wanted to make sure ties were already established so that labor could commence at once. At least I have some self-respect, that I didn't suck up close to the deadline...sometimes that's worth more than a possible opportunity. Let's hope that this team loves Jesus because if not, problems will arise.
Classes: I changed AMH 3x and I'll be visiting my new professor tomorrow. Astronomy is going to suck worse than a deep throating porn star with a gag reflex. Film class is actually an experience to say the least. My Education class may help me further develop my resume. Physical Science is Physics through Films, enough said.
Final Thoughts: I'm fucking over it!
n.
1.The condition or fact of not achieving the desired end or ends: the failure of an experiment.
2.One that fails: a failure at one's career.
3.The condition or fact of being insufficient or falling short: a crop failure.
4.A cessation of proper functioning or performance: a power failure.
5.Nonperformance of what is requested or expected; omission: failure to report a change of address.
6.The act or fact of failing to pass a course, test, or assignment.
7.A decline in strength or effectiveness.
8.The act or fact of becoming bankrupt or insolvent.
Granted, I am not bankrupt yet, and I stress the word yet-- I can place a check mark next to every last one of those definitions. I don't want to hear about 'what a great experience it was' or 'at least you gave it all that you had' or 'everything happens for a reason' or 'there may be something better waiting for you ahead.' NO! It all comes down to the fact that I'm not good enough.
Sorority: Heartbroken isn't the right word, but it's the first one that comes to mind. Maybe I overestimated myself as a whole. Maybe it's the cliche 'you always end up where you belong.' Maybe it was a conniving bitch that needed to get revenge on her former best friend because their vaginas shared a dick for a few months. Maybe another year without affiliation will be good for me.
SOC: It started out pretty fair. Same application. Same interviewers. Then some things started to change. One less person in the running. Then, the verdict. Two people that were obviously very qualified, but why? If I would have known that the position entailed belonging to the same clique, then maybe I wouldn't have bothered since I've been deemed a floater. An anonymous source stated "Why would they pick those 2, how are they going to grow from this?" They were picked because they were already experienced in these tasks, they are older, and they were already a duo. It's not rocket science. I'm more upset because they don't give people a chance...they didn't really want to see growth...they wanted to make sure ties were already established so that labor could commence at once. At least I have some self-respect, that I didn't suck up close to the deadline...sometimes that's worth more than a possible opportunity. Let's hope that this team loves Jesus because if not, problems will arise.
Classes: I changed AMH 3x and I'll be visiting my new professor tomorrow. Astronomy is going to suck worse than a deep throating porn star with a gag reflex. Film class is actually an experience to say the least. My Education class may help me further develop my resume. Physical Science is Physics through Films, enough said.
Final Thoughts: I'm fucking over it!