i dunno
ok i dont want any comment on this these are just feelings.
sometimes i feel like im being let on, like something is going on behind my back but i cant put my finger on it. i just want to be so freaking open about it but i really cant cuz i dont want anyone to get upset about it. i dunno i just think that its not true that something is going on or something happened and im left in the dark. GRRR IM FILLED WITH SOME HATE RIGHT NOW. i just want things to be normal but i dont think that will ever happen ever again. im stuck feelin like a loser that is to gullible or to nice. im a push over. i do everyone favors and i try to be compassionate. but you know i just get stepped on over and over. i hate it. i think i need to be alone.
sometimes i feel like im being let on, like something is going on behind my back but i cant put my finger on it. i just want to be so freaking open about it but i really cant cuz i dont want anyone to get upset about it. i dunno i just think that its not true that something is going on or something happened and im left in the dark. GRRR IM FILLED WITH SOME HATE RIGHT NOW. i just want things to be normal but i dont think that will ever happen ever again. im stuck feelin like a loser that is to gullible or to nice. im a push over. i do everyone favors and i try to be compassionate. but you know i just get stepped on over and over. i hate it. i think i need to be alone.