crazy crazy
well the last 2 days have been crazy.
my mom almost had a heart attack and was in the hospital for 2 days, she had a blocked artery and they had to do an angeoplasty on her. She's doing a lot better now and is home. that was a big scare. she has to change her eating habits and quit smoking-im gonna help her out as much as i can. thank god she is okay.
Jamie came up to the hospital friday and finnaly met mom. I was really really nervous about them meeting and so was Jamie. It went really good-my mom was cracking her up with her crude jokes and molestion of all the male nurses. Jamie was so quiet and mom was of course giving her a hard time about that-but they really liked each other. Im really happy that they finnaly got to meet-even tho it was under very unconventional circumstances.
I still dont have a 2nd job. ugh. ive been having to borrow money bc i can no longer donate plasma bc it turns out im extremely anemic and my iron is dangerously low-the doctor said its bc im a vegatarian-so i have to start eating meat again or im going to get really sick. damnit. oh well ill do what i have to do, no matter how guilty ill feel about it. I think im going to apply where jamie works tomorrow. i went up to her job with her saturday and saw her work with all the people-she is so good with them, they all love her. of course...i just hope ill be able to do as good of a job if they hire me. im crossing my fingers. well i think im going to try and get some sleep, and wake up at a decent hour tomorrow. im so mad that i got drunk and high last night-i feel like total shit today. time to cut back on the partying and grow up a little-at least for the time being anyway....
gnight journal
my mom almost had a heart attack and was in the hospital for 2 days, she had a blocked artery and they had to do an angeoplasty on her. She's doing a lot better now and is home. that was a big scare. she has to change her eating habits and quit smoking-im gonna help her out as much as i can. thank god she is okay.
Jamie came up to the hospital friday and finnaly met mom. I was really really nervous about them meeting and so was Jamie. It went really good-my mom was cracking her up with her crude jokes and molestion of all the male nurses. Jamie was so quiet and mom was of course giving her a hard time about that-but they really liked each other. Im really happy that they finnaly got to meet-even tho it was under very unconventional circumstances.
I still dont have a 2nd job. ugh. ive been having to borrow money bc i can no longer donate plasma bc it turns out im extremely anemic and my iron is dangerously low-the doctor said its bc im a vegatarian-so i have to start eating meat again or im going to get really sick. damnit. oh well ill do what i have to do, no matter how guilty ill feel about it. I think im going to apply where jamie works tomorrow. i went up to her job with her saturday and saw her work with all the people-she is so good with them, they all love her. of course...i just hope ill be able to do as good of a job if they hire me. im crossing my fingers. well i think im going to try and get some sleep, and wake up at a decent hour tomorrow. im so mad that i got drunk and high last night-i feel like total shit today. time to cut back on the partying and grow up a little-at least for the time being anyway....
gnight journal