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last day of school today. finals all day. I've been here since 9am this morn, getting things done and studying.
me and jamie had our first fight a couple nights ago. it wasn't good. she's upset with a lot of my friends and is beliving things that people are telling her that i had said. things which werent true, but she said she didnt know who to believe and that really really hurt me. but we talked about it and i think things are okay now. She stopped by my work with her friend selina last night when Phil was there. He talked to her and persuaded her to take let him take some pics of her saturday. I'm really happy she's doing it-he specializes in erotic pics and shes okay with that-i really like his work and totally trust him and plus ill be there so everything is cool. Jamie is really into that kind of art. Another thing is Selina wants to do it with her. I'm okay with that. We havent really talked about it-and im not totally sure how they are going to set up the shots but im completely fine with anything they decide to do. I dont think ill be uncomfortable with it. Even tho it will be hard to see her with another girl ya know. I dont know. Things arent really the greatest with us right now...i think we still have a lot of talking to do-but thats our main problem..she still has a hard time talking to me about us-about anything-and its killing me...I hope i get to see her today
I have my first final in 15 mins so i better head to class..
me and jamie had our first fight a couple nights ago. it wasn't good. she's upset with a lot of my friends and is beliving things that people are telling her that i had said. things which werent true, but she said she didnt know who to believe and that really really hurt me. but we talked about it and i think things are okay now. She stopped by my work with her friend selina last night when Phil was there. He talked to her and persuaded her to take let him take some pics of her saturday. I'm really happy she's doing it-he specializes in erotic pics and shes okay with that-i really like his work and totally trust him and plus ill be there so everything is cool. Jamie is really into that kind of art. Another thing is Selina wants to do it with her. I'm okay with that. We havent really talked about it-and im not totally sure how they are going to set up the shots but im completely fine with anything they decide to do. I dont think ill be uncomfortable with it. Even tho it will be hard to see her with another girl ya know. I dont know. Things arent really the greatest with us right now...i think we still have a lot of talking to do-but thats our main problem..she still has a hard time talking to me about us-about anything-and its killing me...I hope i get to see her today
I have my first final in 15 mins so i better head to class..