I got home around 7.30PM and trying to log in and exp sam or cor a bit but too bad found this gem instead
yeah another .dat update for new expansion I guess, wasting another 1hr ish of my night already so I decide to update lj instead since I found my friend update his brand new lj like everyday with novel and massive picture
I still play FFXI and stuff, just not much and with day light saving start again I can't attend all weekday LS raid that usually start around 8AM my time (which is when I have to go to work usually) and the rest of weekday raid start either after that or way earlier like 4-5AM my time, just don't think I have energy or effort to wake up for that anymore, I did set my alarm clock sometimes and always end up with wake up then disable it and go back to sleep -_-
I was thinking about stop playing at end of October since last month is like whole month of depressing combine with lots of work and nothing to do really in game but for some reason I still keep playing, too addict I guess. back to old feeling that happen to me lately that I don't find this game is actually fun for me anymore, yeah it still fun when you can play with your friend but thats happen to me like once or twice a week that I can actually play with my friend for awhile sometimes thats not even happen, no one left to play with me in weekday is really big reason here too, when some of my Thai friend quit and the rest migrate to Titan FFXI turn into single player game to me, I try to find some fun by lvling jobs since it can be done by myself. I was excite when start lvling those job because I know what is it capable of in higher level and I want to be there to do stuff like I saw on my own but after a while I don't see it fun anymore I think its because I expect too much from lvling those job, turn out it just about same when you griding exp and get higher lvl then only chance you get to play those job is in exp PT which job really doesn't matter anyway. ok that some good crying and ranting which indeed also a wall o text and broken english as well, one stone for two birds right?
When I decide to do this update I was planning about post some pic of stuff I did, SS of when I exping, ding, dmg SS and such, also got those image and SS cropped and uploaded but I just think fuck it and do some nice emo-ranting update instead lol, just don't find that kind of update is interesting anymore also no one care , oh and this too lol
Lets not make those SS I already uploaded go waste, useless picture and SS here!
ok, right now I finish practice some typing skill by updating lj and POL update is still 25 mins on timer, seriously wtf is this -_-