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[justadreamrose]

I'm worried i won't be able to find a job i know it seems ealy to be worrying about it now when its a little ways away. I don't want to be totally dependent on James, I have a degree but it hasn't done a whole lot of good so far. School is another major issue, as well as residency. I want to be a teacher but as i am looking at it now is that really realistic? I don't know how long his orders are for, hell don't even know if he'll be allowed to live off base since he's single. I don't know if i can do it, so many people are saying it would be a bad idea to move down there, its hard to think of it as i can do it and i will do it. part of me just thinks it'd be easier to not even try anymore. just go live in kg work at some dead end job until i get some sort of bachelors degree then get a real job. but know if i did that i'd be miserable

I'm just so unsure of everything right now, but at least i won't have to deal with this christa crap anymore yay right, who knows

its late and i should go to bed so until tomorrow i guess