I love Paris, I miss Paris
I love Paris and I miss it so much more than I can actually explain. I haven't written anything down about the holiday yet -I will do in the next few days and be assured it'll be the uberest-entry ever- but right now I just wanted to say that I love it and I miss it.
It was one of the shortest but one of the best holidays I've ever had and it's probably going to sound daft and melodramatic but it's actually changed me a whole lot. The confidence that it's given me... I can't believe it. From little things like just up and deciding to take my sister into Brighton for the day to wander around the shops and try and see Heartbreaker, bearing in mind that it's a 45minute+ drive that I've only ever done once before and am usually nervous of. Prior to that I was considering taking her to London instead for a day but Brighton will be cheaper as neither of us have much money.
I desperately want to go back ASAP. Although every one of my memories of it are happy I feel really quite sad and like crying looking at the photos coz I miss it so much. I've got Sarah to thank immensely for making the holiday what it was and for also instigating the changes in me. It may not seem like much but it was her attitude to taking silly photos without care that's actually made me review myself and my attitude and made me care a lot less than before about what people think.
I've never known an experience to have such a profound effect on me in a positive way. I'm so glad and grateful for it but all I can think of now is how much I want to repeat it. Bastille Day is coming up on the 14th and I want to be there for that. Olivier of VP.net is attending Vanessa's concert at Versailles in a couple of weeks which would undoubtedly be amazing. I love Paris, I miss Paris.
x~Becca~x
P.S. I guess I must note that I'm probably a little over-sensitive and hormonal right now.
It was one of the shortest but one of the best holidays I've ever had and it's probably going to sound daft and melodramatic but it's actually changed me a whole lot. The confidence that it's given me... I can't believe it. From little things like just up and deciding to take my sister into Brighton for the day to wander around the shops and try and see Heartbreaker, bearing in mind that it's a 45minute+ drive that I've only ever done once before and am usually nervous of. Prior to that I was considering taking her to London instead for a day but Brighton will be cheaper as neither of us have much money.
I desperately want to go back ASAP. Although every one of my memories of it are happy I feel really quite sad and like crying looking at the photos coz I miss it so much. I've got Sarah to thank immensely for making the holiday what it was and for also instigating the changes in me. It may not seem like much but it was her attitude to taking silly photos without care that's actually made me review myself and my attitude and made me care a lot less than before about what people think.
I've never known an experience to have such a profound effect on me in a positive way. I'm so glad and grateful for it but all I can think of now is how much I want to repeat it. Bastille Day is coming up on the 14th and I want to be there for that. Olivier of VP.net is attending Vanessa's concert at Versailles in a couple of weeks which would undoubtedly be amazing. I love Paris, I miss Paris.
x~Becca~x
P.S. I guess I must note that I'm probably a little over-sensitive and hormonal right now.