"That was me before life beat me down"
Next time I think I'll write this in Carrie Bradshaw style. Mostly for my own amusement. Rasberry chai is delicious.
I knew things never worked out for me when it came to boys and friends and anything not academic, but I could always count on academic things to work out. No more. This has been the year of disillusionment, I guess. Or maybe just the year of shittyness. I would be lying if I said I wasn't really upset. I tried to prepare for this, but I've been dreaming about it since 8th grade. Shows how much good dreams are.
Apparently I yelled at my dad for coughing in my sleep. I feel kind of bad. I also feel kind of bad because he came on those long, walking college tours only a couple hours after radiation.
Summer is mostly free now. I'm so glad I'm doing the thing ms. collett nominated me for- you learn all the diplomatic skills you learn at gov. school except you do it with students from all over the world and in Washington, where you have the Department of States among other things, and New York, in the UN building. Don't get a language, though :(. Maybe I'll volunteer in Cameroon? Or work at the shore? I'm trying not to stay here because that will be depressing.
This morning at least was good. George Washington University is awesome. Awesomer than Georgetown.
The hotness of guys at college visits is overwhelming and distracting. Columbia guys are the hottest guys in the world. Enough to be the deciding factor? I think maybe.
I knew things never worked out for me when it came to boys and friends and anything not academic, but I could always count on academic things to work out. No more. This has been the year of disillusionment, I guess. Or maybe just the year of shittyness. I would be lying if I said I wasn't really upset. I tried to prepare for this, but I've been dreaming about it since 8th grade. Shows how much good dreams are.
Apparently I yelled at my dad for coughing in my sleep. I feel kind of bad. I also feel kind of bad because he came on those long, walking college tours only a couple hours after radiation.
Summer is mostly free now. I'm so glad I'm doing the thing ms. collett nominated me for- you learn all the diplomatic skills you learn at gov. school except you do it with students from all over the world and in Washington, where you have the Department of States among other things, and New York, in the UN building. Don't get a language, though :(. Maybe I'll volunteer in Cameroon? Or work at the shore? I'm trying not to stay here because that will be depressing.
This morning at least was good. George Washington University is awesome. Awesomer than Georgetown.
The hotness of guys at college visits is overwhelming and distracting. Columbia guys are the hottest guys in the world. Enough to be the deciding factor? I think maybe.