"They are careless people."
I can't wait to go to college because I can't wait to start again. I need to be somewhere where people haven't made up their minds about me. I need to go somewhere where I can't lament over lost friends because I won't have to face them and feel the distance we've traveled from each other over the last few years. I always manage to fuck everything up. Or maybe it's beyond my control. Becky is leaving tomorrow. So basically, I need to go to college, too, because without her, I am so fucking lonely all the time. This year sucks. I would do anything to get last year back, block project and all.
I feel like a lot of my old friends have stayed friends with me out of pity. Pity over what, I don't know. Maybe because I live so far away from my school friends or maybe because prep school girls are fake (cliche expression for generally cliche people) and I have to go to school with them. Maybe because I've always been the quiet, ugly one to them. On the bright side, I have my arias to amuse me. As nerdy as it sounds, they really cheer me up. And at least I have maria, who will always earnestly admire me.
These are the days when I need Nadine.
I feel like a lot of my old friends have stayed friends with me out of pity. Pity over what, I don't know. Maybe because I live so far away from my school friends or maybe because prep school girls are fake (cliche expression for generally cliche people) and I have to go to school with them. Maybe because I've always been the quiet, ugly one to them. On the bright side, I have my arias to amuse me. As nerdy as it sounds, they really cheer me up. And at least I have maria, who will always earnestly admire me.
These are the days when I need Nadine.