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You know when you want to tell someone something through a song? A song that just so perfectly sums up everything you need to say in three minutes.
I want to do that. I want to say "here, go listen to this and think about those words cos that's how I feel/what I need to say to you".
Of course I'm not going to say that, nor am I going to say what the song so aptly sums up for me, but I want to. I want to, and I've gotten close, but I still haven't and still won't. Why, you ask? Because my defence mechanism is to hide from these things and hope they get better.
Stupid, I know, but that's what I do.
I want to do that. I want to say "here, go listen to this and think about those words cos that's how I feel/what I need to say to you".
Of course I'm not going to say that, nor am I going to say what the song so aptly sums up for me, but I want to. I want to, and I've gotten close, but I still haven't and still won't. Why, you ask? Because my defence mechanism is to hide from these things and hope they get better.
Stupid, I know, but that's what I do.