Thasha gets Jack Style
so this hat is not new but i thought to wear it and take some pics... with make up and the whole punk-esk look.
more of a artsy fartsy angle
THEN lastly the serious look with a hint of a smirk on the horizon.... Jarrod favors this one out of them all....
Well the house of blue leaves opens in less than 2 weeks and I am getting ancy....sounds wrong but I just want it to be over with and have my life back...
It is more than likely that i will be moving home in June due to lack of finances...I am sad to not have an apartment but this way I can save up again and move out after I finish school.
As far as george goes...it has been a very stressful and frustrating week..not between us but due to his mother. This past week i have cried a lot...which is partially due to my monthly visitor, but but also due to feelig somewhat unwanted by his mother. The bad thing about this is it causes George to become defensive of me and then he and his mom argue, not about me directly, but the fight starts due to me indirectly. Hard to explain... Like last night i was over cause his siter KC was down and she wanted to hang out with me cause she has become rather fond of me....So I went over and we ran an errand to target, and then we planned to have a movie night and I planned to go home after. Well I passed out about 20 mins inot the movie...and I guess while I was sleeping george's mom asked him if I was goign to stay the night(which I do, so its nothing new if I did) and he kept saying I dont now cause he hadn't asked me and I was passed out. So I wake up due to him pushing me and calling my name and he says, "lets go to my room to talk ok?" So I follow. he then tells me his mom kept asking to the point of him snapping back and she replied with a "F You" and he said "F you" back and that now she was pissed and said"I've had it thats it rules are goinna be changing around here!" So George is a wreck cause he's so mad he doesn't know what to do...and all I can do is console him and keep him motivated towards us moving out next year... but then I feel akward around his mom cause there I am stuck in the middle. So I thought I should leave since she was mad and I wasn't supposed to stay the night( due to not feeling wanted there anymore) but he didn't want me to leave cause I was seriously exhausted..So he shut his door and we went to sleep. I suppose his mom figured out that i was staying LOL. So I left and went to work and am now home for the next 2 1/2 hrs until I go to my second job and I am still exhausted and have a whole night ahead of me. UGH. I wish my life could just slow down a little bit and that George's mom would just accept me for me like my family accepts him.
ANYWAYS gonna go take a nap before work cause I need it or I wont function.
CIAO!
Thash
more of a artsy fartsy angle
THEN lastly the serious look with a hint of a smirk on the horizon.... Jarrod favors this one out of them all....
Well the house of blue leaves opens in less than 2 weeks and I am getting ancy....sounds wrong but I just want it to be over with and have my life back...
It is more than likely that i will be moving home in June due to lack of finances...I am sad to not have an apartment but this way I can save up again and move out after I finish school.
As far as george goes...it has been a very stressful and frustrating week..not between us but due to his mother. This past week i have cried a lot...which is partially due to my monthly visitor, but but also due to feelig somewhat unwanted by his mother. The bad thing about this is it causes George to become defensive of me and then he and his mom argue, not about me directly, but the fight starts due to me indirectly. Hard to explain... Like last night i was over cause his siter KC was down and she wanted to hang out with me cause she has become rather fond of me....So I went over and we ran an errand to target, and then we planned to have a movie night and I planned to go home after. Well I passed out about 20 mins inot the movie...and I guess while I was sleeping george's mom asked him if I was goign to stay the night(which I do, so its nothing new if I did) and he kept saying I dont now cause he hadn't asked me and I was passed out. So I wake up due to him pushing me and calling my name and he says, "lets go to my room to talk ok?" So I follow. he then tells me his mom kept asking to the point of him snapping back and she replied with a "F You" and he said "F you" back and that now she was pissed and said"I've had it thats it rules are goinna be changing around here!" So George is a wreck cause he's so mad he doesn't know what to do...and all I can do is console him and keep him motivated towards us moving out next year... but then I feel akward around his mom cause there I am stuck in the middle. So I thought I should leave since she was mad and I wasn't supposed to stay the night( due to not feeling wanted there anymore) but he didn't want me to leave cause I was seriously exhausted..So he shut his door and we went to sleep. I suppose his mom figured out that i was staying LOL. So I left and went to work and am now home for the next 2 1/2 hrs until I go to my second job and I am still exhausted and have a whole night ahead of me. UGH. I wish my life could just slow down a little bit and that George's mom would just accept me for me like my family accepts him.
ANYWAYS gonna go take a nap before work cause I need it or I wont function.
CIAO!
Thash