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Everything is so utterly unbelievably confusing right now. I can't explain it.. just so many things are going through my head and i'm trying to figure out all my thoughts and feelings and sort them out but i can't seem to do so.
It's a gorgeous, beautiful, sun-shiny day... i even got off work 2 1/2 hours early... but yet... i've never felt so lonely. I was going to go to starbucks and then to the beach today.. but i decided to go to starbucks.. then go to Jennings Park with my mom, little sister and my little brother. It was kind of nice. I miss spending time with my family. But i still felt so... off.
On a good note- the weekend was good. It was rainy and whatnot- but i still had fun. Friday i went to GameWorks with Zak, David- their new band manager, his wife,our friend Stephen, Brett, and David C. It was awesome. We went to the cheesecake factory afterwards.. hah.. it was great.. Stephen asked the waitress which cheesecake with give him an orgasm in his mouth. I was amused. Very much so.
Then Saturday we went and watched the boys go paintballing. It was hillarious. It was really fun though. Just watching them get pegged. Except for when one came through the net and nailed me in the neck and splattered all over me while i was watching them. hah.
I want to go somewhere- get away from here. I really wanted to go up to seattle- but... i have 20 bucks to last me until the 5th.. because i got my car towed last week and it cost 352 bucks to get it back. It was LAME. super lame.
I finally cleaned my room. I feel a little bit better now that im more organized.
I think i might go lay down and watch some tv or something. Im stressed and not feeling superb at the moment. :-(
It's a gorgeous, beautiful, sun-shiny day... i even got off work 2 1/2 hours early... but yet... i've never felt so lonely. I was going to go to starbucks and then to the beach today.. but i decided to go to starbucks.. then go to Jennings Park with my mom, little sister and my little brother. It was kind of nice. I miss spending time with my family. But i still felt so... off.
On a good note- the weekend was good. It was rainy and whatnot- but i still had fun. Friday i went to GameWorks with Zak, David- their new band manager, his wife,our friend Stephen, Brett, and David C. It was awesome. We went to the cheesecake factory afterwards.. hah.. it was great.. Stephen asked the waitress which cheesecake with give him an orgasm in his mouth. I was amused. Very much so.
Then Saturday we went and watched the boys go paintballing. It was hillarious. It was really fun though. Just watching them get pegged. Except for when one came through the net and nailed me in the neck and splattered all over me while i was watching them. hah.
I want to go somewhere- get away from here. I really wanted to go up to seattle- but... i have 20 bucks to last me until the 5th.. because i got my car towed last week and it cost 352 bucks to get it back. It was LAME. super lame.
I finally cleaned my room. I feel a little bit better now that im more organized.
I think i might go lay down and watch some tv or something. Im stressed and not feeling superb at the moment. :-(