Keep Gettin Longer
Wow! It really has been a long time sense I've updated I guess my life has just been really busy. New apartment, turning 18 and all.
My life is kind of in a rut right now. Maybe it's the human minds insatiable demand for advancement and maximum fulfillment- but I feel like my life is headed no where. Like I'm stuck in soe alternate world known as Brattleboro and I'll soo wake up and things will be the way they were, a month ago- let's say.
Today I was sitting at Chittenden Bank forever and I realized that at that moment, I would have had no problem with my life ending. Not a kind of 'in death' kind of ending but like a computer game kind of ending. Just black screen- ok, you're done- kind of way.
It's hard to describe.
I think I'm gonna go get something to drink. I could really use some drugs right now. Is that bad of me to say? eh- I don't care.
Say what you will.
My life is kind of in a rut right now. Maybe it's the human minds insatiable demand for advancement and maximum fulfillment- but I feel like my life is headed no where. Like I'm stuck in soe alternate world known as Brattleboro and I'll soo wake up and things will be the way they were, a month ago- let's say.
Today I was sitting at Chittenden Bank forever and I realized that at that moment, I would have had no problem with my life ending. Not a kind of 'in death' kind of ending but like a computer game kind of ending. Just black screen- ok, you're done- kind of way.
It's hard to describe.
I think I'm gonna go get something to drink. I could really use some drugs right now. Is that bad of me to say? eh- I don't care.
Say what you will.