today.
hey , what's up ? i'm here bored at home. today was really tiring i practically cleaned everything and every part of my house today. which took up my whole day.i just wanted to take my mind out of some things. well yeah mely mandie ralph johnny and me have planned to go to dolphin , whatever i was going to go i showered got all pretty . and idk , something got into me .. i started not feeling good & plus it's raining. and i'm starting to realize that i made a big mistake with someone. and now , i'm going to always be thinking , what if ? and i have really bad cramps. i know if i go i won't have a good time. =[ i'm going to probably stay home , online bored cry myself to a whole bunch of slow songs and maybe watch tv. i'll update and how that goes.