yay!
Ha ha ha, bless your soul. ... You really think you're in control?
So, I realized something. For the past two years, everyone was right. He really wasn't worth my time. He was my first love, and for that, I suppose I will always be fond of him in a certain way that I will never be able to explain to anyone else, and I cannot ever really compare what I felt with him to what I feel for anyone else. It was different, but it wasn't special. It was fun while it lasted, but it wasn't what I thought it was, and he does nothing but shove that all in my face now.
I would just like to make it known to all of you - I completed step 12. In every way imaginable, I am James-free. And I couldn't feel any more relieved, any more complete. I broke ties with the old crowd, with all that was last summer, and he was the straw that broke the camel's back, so to speak. The link that broke to set me free. Sometimes I think we do not know how something suffocates us until it is done strangling us. Well, I am done suffocating. I can breathe now, and I am readier than ever for this new chapter of my life to begin.
And I registered to get my GED today. I take my test October 3rd.
Ladies and gentlemen, life is going exactly how I want it to go, and I am exactly where I want to be. It is almost like all the things that happened in my life last year weren't really me. Like I watched someone else take over my life. Well, I found myself. I am back and better than ever. I am finally confident, and steadfast, and all the things that I have always wanted to be. I am so excited about life to come, and I am nothing but optimistic. Nothing is going to break my stride.
... Theresa is happy.
So, I realized something. For the past two years, everyone was right. He really wasn't worth my time. He was my first love, and for that, I suppose I will always be fond of him in a certain way that I will never be able to explain to anyone else, and I cannot ever really compare what I felt with him to what I feel for anyone else. It was different, but it wasn't special. It was fun while it lasted, but it wasn't what I thought it was, and he does nothing but shove that all in my face now.
I would just like to make it known to all of you - I completed step 12. In every way imaginable, I am James-free. And I couldn't feel any more relieved, any more complete. I broke ties with the old crowd, with all that was last summer, and he was the straw that broke the camel's back, so to speak. The link that broke to set me free. Sometimes I think we do not know how something suffocates us until it is done strangling us. Well, I am done suffocating. I can breathe now, and I am readier than ever for this new chapter of my life to begin.
And I registered to get my GED today. I take my test October 3rd.
Ladies and gentlemen, life is going exactly how I want it to go, and I am exactly where I want to be. It is almost like all the things that happened in my life last year weren't really me. Like I watched someone else take over my life. Well, I found myself. I am back and better than ever. I am finally confident, and steadfast, and all the things that I have always wanted to be. I am so excited about life to come, and I am nothing but optimistic. Nothing is going to break my stride.
... Theresa is happy.