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k, so it was her idea for me to go to college, and she knew, and we agreed money wouldn't be an issue while i'm a full time student. `she bitches about when shes getting her next child support check, is always rolling her eyes at me, is a fucking total bitch.
i only made $30 last night, and I gave her $20. i handed her the bill when i picked up Darren this morning and she just grabbed it from me and stuffed it in her pocket. no thank you or anything. and i was explaining to her that she would get money at the end of the month when my check from student aid arrives. and i also was talking about my schedule next week at ruby tuesday. she didnt say a word she kept on saying "lets go darren mommy has to go to school." i asked her a minute later if she even heard me. shes like "can you repeat it" so i did and she still ignored me.
how can anyone have such a blatent disregard for a human being like that. i'm fucking standing right in front of her, giving her money, she doesnt say thank you, she ignores me. i've never done shit to her. i've paid child support on time for over 2 years now, never had a thank you for being a good father, never got paid any attention to. to her, i'm just some fucking loser that "gets" to see his son once or twice a week for a couple hours. i'm sick of her. i texted her and said "youre welcome" about 10 min later she said "huh" i typed "are you serious?!" she said "about the money? i said thank you.." I WAS WAITING FOR A THANK YOU! DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE HEARD IT?!?! she NEVER said thank you. she does that all the time, shrugs it off, says yeah whatever then goes on with her life. thank god im not dating her anymore.
shit, i deserve better than that. i give her money all the time so she can take her boyfriends out and shit- darren gets clothes from friends and family...i buy diapers, socks, shoes, wipes...so all the child support she gets.. what... $30 a week goes to child care while we both are in college. she should fucking wake up one day and just say thank you. thanks chris... sorry we didnt work out...lets get along for the sake of darren..
you know, just because we dont fight or argue often, doesnt mean there isnt a problem. for the sake of darren, i usually keep my mouth shut when you do this shit to me. i'm going to start speaking my mind more often. he's my fucking son. just as much mine as he is yours. i dont want to fucking fight or be "ignored" about money. hes a human being. grow up. understand that i'm a full time college student just like you and i can work as often, if not less than you.
i'm sorry i'm not some guy who is fresh out of college with a career and all kinds of money for you to splurge on..
i'm working hard for a degree, i'm not a college student by nature. i fucking hate school. but, you know what, i'm doing it for you and darren and i want you to fucking recognize it for once.
i only made $30 last night, and I gave her $20. i handed her the bill when i picked up Darren this morning and she just grabbed it from me and stuffed it in her pocket. no thank you or anything. and i was explaining to her that she would get money at the end of the month when my check from student aid arrives. and i also was talking about my schedule next week at ruby tuesday. she didnt say a word she kept on saying "lets go darren mommy has to go to school." i asked her a minute later if she even heard me. shes like "can you repeat it" so i did and she still ignored me.
how can anyone have such a blatent disregard for a human being like that. i'm fucking standing right in front of her, giving her money, she doesnt say thank you, she ignores me. i've never done shit to her. i've paid child support on time for over 2 years now, never had a thank you for being a good father, never got paid any attention to. to her, i'm just some fucking loser that "gets" to see his son once or twice a week for a couple hours. i'm sick of her. i texted her and said "youre welcome" about 10 min later she said "huh" i typed "are you serious?!" she said "about the money? i said thank you.." I WAS WAITING FOR A THANK YOU! DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE HEARD IT?!?! she NEVER said thank you. she does that all the time, shrugs it off, says yeah whatever then goes on with her life. thank god im not dating her anymore.
shit, i deserve better than that. i give her money all the time so she can take her boyfriends out and shit- darren gets clothes from friends and family...i buy diapers, socks, shoes, wipes...so all the child support she gets.. what... $30 a week goes to child care while we both are in college. she should fucking wake up one day and just say thank you. thanks chris... sorry we didnt work out...lets get along for the sake of darren..
you know, just because we dont fight or argue often, doesnt mean there isnt a problem. for the sake of darren, i usually keep my mouth shut when you do this shit to me. i'm going to start speaking my mind more often. he's my fucking son. just as much mine as he is yours. i dont want to fucking fight or be "ignored" about money. hes a human being. grow up. understand that i'm a full time college student just like you and i can work as often, if not less than you.
i'm sorry i'm not some guy who is fresh out of college with a career and all kinds of money for you to splurge on..
i'm working hard for a degree, i'm not a college student by nature. i fucking hate school. but, you know what, i'm doing it for you and darren and i want you to fucking recognize it for once.