FANFIC ( Title : Love Forever , Couple : JayMin )

Jan 10, 2006 08:25

Title : Love Forever
Author : Just_Sparkle / SassyGirl23_35
Pairing : JayXRose
Disclaimer : I don't own The Trax
Comments : Please forgive me if this is bad. Comments would be appreciated. Oh and as for that Graphic , it was made by me when I had PSP 7 and its a siggie of mine I use in a forum or two but thought it'd fit the fanfic nicely.





Love Forever
coupling : JayMin

The boy ran fast across the seemingly abandoned beach. Finally he couldn't take it anymore. His legs could not carry him further. He collapsed right at the area where the ocean met the sand. He looked out into the ocean that didn't seem to have an end to it and he cried out. Not even the beautiful sun rise seemed to cheer the usually happy drummer. He was feeling to broken to care about his surroundings. All he could think about was what had happened.

"why?!" He cried out sorrowfully "WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ?"

flashback

Rose walked into the bar feeling very proud of himself. He had just done one of the best performances ever with fellow bandmates. It was a reason to celebrate and thats exactly what he would do. He caught sight of Jay , Attack , and Xmas sitting at a secluded booth. A smile spread across his face as he ran to them . They greeted him with equally pleased smiles.

"I see you guys started the celebration without me" Rose said his voice filled with amusement as he nodded towards the empty bottles that were once filled with various combinations of alcohol.

"Well , we were sitting here waiting and an hour past and still you weren't here. A drink or two can't hurt , I told the guys..so..we ordered some drinks" Jay explained simply and just shrugged.

"You don't seem to mind much" Attack pointed out with a small laugh

"No..I can't say I do mind" Rose admitted and couldn't help but laugh. The others joined in

end of flashback

"The night started out so well" Rose choked out a sob "Things were going so well"

The morning was as cold as ice and the water freezing but the distraught boy couldn't care less. The ocean seemed to be calling out to him. He answered it by crawling with any strength he had further out. He needed to answer the call. He needed to numb the pain , thats all that mattered. The pain needed to leave him.

flashback

Rose watched with wide eyes at the dance floor. There was a several girls and even some boys surrounding Attack and Xmas. They all seemed rather keen to get their bodies against the two . He shook his head and let out a small laugh. Something about it just had him fascinated. He continued to watch the sight infront of him when suddenly he felt a pull at his shirt. He turned around.

"Rose , you seem so fascinated in them..what about me" Jay asked quietly. A frown forming across his handsome face

"What" Rose asked in confusion. He raised an eyebrow

"Your staring at Attack and Xmas and the crowd around but...you seemed to have forgotten about me" Jay whispered almost sadly "Do you care about them more than you care for me?"

"Jay..." Rose murmered. He could only just stare in utter shock at his fellow bandmate and good friend

"I won't burden you any longer " Jay looked more than upset. He grabbed his coat and got up to leave

"Jay..don't go" Rose said with a firm tone. He grabbed Jay before he could even get anywhere "How could you say that Jay? How?! Yes , I do love them..they are my friends , but so are you. Jay...I could never forget about you.."

"Rose..I.." Jay started to say. He stared into Rose's eyes and made a quick descision right on the spot. His lips moved closer to the other boy's until finally they were touching.

"Jay..." Rose didn't know what else to say. He was blown away. He put his arms around Jay and returned the kiss with much pleasure.

"Rose...I love you and I always have" Jay confessed as he broke the kiss

"and I love you" Rose replied with a smile that could light up the darkest of places.

Rose watched as Jay sat back down at the booth. He gave the other a confused look. Jay just smiled and motioned for Rose to sit down. Feeling bold , Rose walked switftly to Jay and sat carefully on the other's lap. Jay seemed surprised at the action but very pleased. Rose stared into Jay's eyes and moved closer to him. Their lips reunited once more for a kiss.

end of flashback

"His lips were so soft" Rose cried silently . He crawled further into the water. "It wouldn't have happened if I had just stayed with Jay"

The water was numbing him. He was slowly losing the feeling he had left in his legs . The world began to spin around him. He wanted to cry out for help but he was feeling to week. He couldn't take it anymore. He fell face first into the cruel yet inviting ocean.

flashback

Rose didn't care that he was in a public bar full of people. He didn't care that at any moment someone could walk up to them. All that mattered was Jay and him. . He felt Jay's strong arms wrap around his waist. Rose looked at Jay with myschevious eyes as he slowly grinded himself against the other. Jay opened his mouth and let out a soft moan. Rose just smiled and continued what he was doing.

"Rose..Jay!" A familiar voice asked with a hint of amusement mixed with shock

"Maybe we shouldn't have gotten off the dance floor just yet" Another voice whispered sounding almost guilty

"Attack...Xmas..its ok" Jay sighed. It was obvious he wished they weren't interupted but he wasn't about to turn away two of his bestfriends

"Its ok" Rose pouted. He got off Jay's lap only to be pulled right back on

"I need to go to the bathroom..Jay , I'll be right back..I promise" Rose blushed deeply at Jay's actions.

Rose got up from Jay's lap and gave him a quick kiss before turning. As he walked to the bathroom he couldn't help but feel he was being followed. He stopped and turned but no one was there. Rose just shook his head and went onto the bathroom. The minute he reached the door that led the bathroom he felt himself being picked up. He wanted to scream out in fright but a cloth covered his face. He felt a tired feeling go through his body , so he closed his eyes.

Rose's eyes fluttered open and he realized he was in a car. He felt fright envelope his senses. He looked up to see an unfamiliar person driving. He stayed still. The car came to a halt. Rose opened the door quietly and managed to get out of the car. Just as he thought he was safe the person once more grabbed him. He looked around as the man carried him and soon realized he was at a beach.

The man stopped walking and Rose found himself being thrown to the ground. He let out a moan of pain. He tried to get up to leave but the other man sat ontop of him before he could do anything. The feeling of fear continued to grow . Rose looked up at the man with questioning eyes. He couldn't understand why someone would want to hurt him. He tried to push and kick the man off of him but was only met with a loud slap across his face.

"If you fight it will only make things worse for yourself!!" The man said with an evil laugh. His voice was full of danger

"Why are you doing this?" Rose whispered . He felt so scared and alone.

The man did not answer Rose , he simply just continued to laugh. Rose couldn't move under the weight of the obviously much older man. He wanted to cry as he man forcefully kissed him. He bit the mans tongue very hard. The man stopped and punched Rose hard. Rose tried hard not to cry out. He refused to show anymore weakness. The man tore Rose's shirt but did not take it off. Rose widened his eyes in shock as he realized what was going to happen.

"Your such a pretty boy" The man said in a quiet yet chilling voice. He leaned over and sucked and licked at Rose's neck. He paused and than hit Rose several times. He waited to see if he'd get a response.

Rose felt sick to his stomach. He had never in his life felt so sickened by being called pretty. The man realized he wasn't going to get any reaction so began to take Rose's pants off. Rose knew what was going to happen to he began to kick with all he had in him but his efforts didn't seem to work. Still , he was determined to not get violated more. The man managed to get Rose's pants off and than got up to get his own pants off.

Rose breathed in deeply and than exhaled. The man has gotten off of him. He saw his opportunity and decided to take it. Rose got up and looked around. He saw a log near by. He grabbed it and hit the guy hard with it. Rose watched as the man fell to the ground. Rose stared at the man with an expression of hatered. The man began to move a little bit. Rose turned and started running.

end of flashback

Rose opened his eyes slowly and groaned. He felt indescribable pain go through his whole body. He slowly but surely got up. He looked around and saw that he was in a bright white room with two doors. A feeling of total confusion swept through him. The room was unfamiliar and for some reason he felt extremely nervous even being there. A figure appeared infront of him and he rubbed his eyes and just stared.

"Your probably wondering who I am" The young boy said to the obviously weirded out Rose

"I was about to ask that"Rose nodded. He stared as the boy gave him a look of understanding

"I represent life and I represent death" The boy replied simply. A couch appeared and he ran over to it and sat down.

"Why am I here?" Rose asked softly. He walked over to the couch and sat down beside the seemingly young boy

"You have a choice to make" The boy replied sounding depressed "You see , a girl young girl found you face first in the ocean. She was pretty frightened so she called the cops....you were taken to the hospital. Thats where your body is right now. Your friends came as soon as they heard. They are with you right now , pleaded for you to wake up...but your slowly slipping away"

"How can I be here and in a hospital at the same time" Rose asked , his voice full of confusion. The familiar feeling of fear struck him

"Well , your body is in the hospital..the part of you thats here with me..its a soul" The boy replied as if he had said that several times before. He continued on before Rose could ask anything more "There are two doors , one leads to life..and if you cross that door ..you will wake up. The second door is death. If you go through that door , you can never go back"

"I..." Rose looked at the wall infront of him. A tear ran down his face

"I'd like you to watch this" The boy pointed to the wall.

Rose did as he said and continued to look at the wall. He saw a hospital room. He looked closer and realized that he was on a bed. Attack was sitting at a chair in the corner , looking like he had been crying for hours. Xmas sat by Attack and tried hard to comfort him. Rose wanted to cry out as he saw that Jay was sitting beside him , holding his hand. He could hear them talking.

"Rose , you promised me you'd be right back" Jay cried softly . He leaned over and kissed Rose's forehead. "This is my fault. If I went with you..you wouldn't have ended up at this hospital..lying so helpless"

"Jay..Rose wouldn't want you to blame yourself" Xmas said softly. He began crying more as soon as he finished what he had said

"Rose shouldn't even be in that hospital bed! He should be with us at that club..or even at home! We should be hanging out and having fun , celebrating. He shouldn't be in that hospital bed , he shouldn't be near death..."Attack ranted. His voice was full of pain and hurt

"Please wake up. Please. Our fans..they have found out...they are gathering outside the hospital ..they are waiting outside , holding candles .singing our songs. They have pictures of us..pictures of you" Jay cried out , his voice full of heartbreak "Rose , Don't die. I can't live without you here by my side..I love you more than words could ever describe"

Rose watched as the screen faded. Tears began streaming down his face. He thought of his friends and family at the hospital and his thoughts drifted to the fans outside of the hospital. He began to cry even harder. So many people loved and cared about him and he had just given up. He had given up on life so easily and now everyone he cared about was paying the price. He couldn't and wouldn't let that happen any longer. He wanted to stop the pain.

"Have you decided what you want to do?" The boy asked curiously. He turned to look at Rose

"Which door chooses life?" Rose asked nervously. He looked at the two doors

"That...that I can't tell you. You have to go by instinct" The boy got up and walked to the doors

Rose sat feeling shocked. He shook his head and followed the boy to the two doors. He looked at the first door and felt extremely uncertain . He looked at the other door and felt a feeling of peace radiat from it. He reached for the handle of the first door. He slowly opened it and closed his eyes tight as he walked throught it.

Rose opened his eyes and looked around. He right away realized he was in a hospital room. A feeling of relief ran through his body. He still felt extremely scared and afraid because of what happened but he was alive. He turned to see Jay sleeping on the same chair right beside him. He saw Attack and Xmas a little bit further away and they too had fallen asleep. Rose's attention fell back on Jay.

"Jay...." Rose whispered weakly

"Hmm.."Jay awoke to see Rose staring at him.

"Are you ok Jay?" Rose asked worried. He didn't care that he was the one hurt and in the hospital. He was more focused and Jay and his other two bandmates and friends.

"Your alive" Jay cried out. He got up from his chair and held onto Rose

Rose nodded and choked out a sob. He mananged to lift up an arm and hug the other boy. Attack awoke to the sound of Jay crying something out. He saw Rose hugging Jay. He let out a happy cry and woke up Xmas. They both ran over to Rose's side and joined in hugging Rose. The four of them stayed like that for a little bit and cried together when Rose finally spoke up.

"I'm sorry if I made everyone worry.." Rose said softly. He let out a small sigh

"Its not your fault Rose...you were hurt..badly..." Xmas wiped Rose's tears

"Just promise us..you'll never leave us again" Attack asked trying to stop his own tears

"I promise" Rose nodded. He turned to Jay "Jay.."

"lets give them a little quiet time" Attack took Xmas's hand and they walked out of the room slowly

"Rose.. I realize this is quick..but..after you got hurt it made me realize how much I love you. Will you be mine..forever" Jay asked sounding like he was afraid of rejection

"Only if you'll be mine forever" Rose smiled

Rose looked at Jay with an expression full of love. Jay took the covers off of Rose and climbed into the hospital bed . He put the covers back over the two of them . He moved closer to Rose and gave him a kiss full of love and passion. Rose gladly returned the kiss . They held gazed into eachothers eyes and just held onto the other for dear life. Soon they fell asleep in eachothers arms , with one thought floating in their heads.

They have eachother.......forever.

THE END.

Also posted at : trax_slash and The_Trax
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