May 29, 2005 16:32
last week was horrible. im not even gonna get into it. but it made me realize how much my friends care about me. thanks nate for coming to get me, and thanks carolyn for making me a slide show. you guys are so awesome. i cant believe how amazing my friends really are. i guess it took a 2 hour conversation to relize how lucky i really am, i wish i could just be happy with everything i have but i mean for the most part i am. being with my friends just gives me this feeling, this indescribable amazing feeling, like you know your really loved. i love that, i love how i can be so happy i just start laughing, and the sound of laughter can create a domino affect and everyone else does. thats when you know your really happy. but i just really wanted to say thanks to everyone for basically putting up with me..
so friday after school was incredible. it consisted of downtown, everyone being there, galen singing, sluts, pine-cone wars, and ice cream in the rain.
yesterday was beautiful. i spent an hour just sitting in the sun and then i went downtown.. sorry guys, i dont know what was wrong with me but i was in a miserable mood. and im sorry i took it out on you, you totally didnt deserve that. sometimes it just takes a nice long walk and some good conversations to cheer me up. thanks peter..
> pine street is scary
> swings are fun
> bright blue house
> black cat
> people get chopped up
> dosheno.. shedosnow
plans fell threw.. so i just bought candy and rented a movie.
today so far was a waste.. until now. i woke up to the sound of loud horrible music.. i hate my neighbors. in fact my parents do too. we even had a 20 minute talk about how we wish we could move cause all my neighbors (all but 1 or 2) basically suck, there children are obnoxious, there way to loud, they wake up way to early, they complain about us, there so weird, and they need to move...
i feel like shit sorta, allergies.. ew. so i basically sat in bed and watched point-break, which just made me want to learn how to surf even more. so my dad finally made me get out of bed and we went for a boat ride. first ride of the year. always the best. i love it. you forget how great it really is.. we tied off and backed the boat up. turned around and drove off. i was smiling and laughing the whole time, just like i do every year. i love the wind blowing in your face and driving so fast you fly over waves. im glad to be back. oh man i love driving the boat, and i got to bring it back to the dock. this is gonna be a good summer, just wait until the sun comes out..
i have a lot of work to do tomorrow