track, yay!
today sucked. i was mostely pretty sad. but i had a few smiles and laughs here and there. i dont know, i just have a lot on my mind and a lot is going on. it just seems like no one cares for some reason. but sometimes i like that no one cares cause i usually hate it when i dont feel like talking and people are all up in my face like ohh you look sad whats wrong? and then they guess about what the matter is but you know they dont really care, and there probably not gonna listen to you anyways. yeah well that happend a few times today, and i just wanted to disapear. lifes kinda shitty right now.
im pretty scared about tomorrow, but i guess Paul and i get to wander about Boston so that wont be too bad, it will take our minds off of it for a bit. im glad i get to hang out with my big bro, yup some quality bonding time for the 2 of us. hopefully he wont ditch me somewhere... nahh he wouldnt do that.
alright..
im pretty scared about tomorrow, but i guess Paul and i get to wander about Boston so that wont be too bad, it will take our minds off of it for a bit. im glad i get to hang out with my big bro, yup some quality bonding time for the 2 of us. hopefully he wont ditch me somewhere... nahh he wouldnt do that.
alright..