Epiphany
I had an epiphany this morning. I have been SO lackluster about doing anything around the house and I think I figured out why. I think deep in my subconscience I felt the nicer I made the house look the faster it will sell. We're supposed to move to San Antonio Texas in February and I just don't want to move!! I don't want to lose the house I have worked so hard on. I don't want to pack stuff up, I don't want to have to purge things, I don't want to leave. So I guess I felt the nicer it looked the closer to moving I would be. So how do I deal with this? Do I just put moving out of my mind? Or take a big girl pill and learn to say goodbye to the home I've loved for the past 6 years?