something new at last..
…and as I sit here, reading… I finally come to realize that it’s done. We are done. There is nothing left to say, nothing left to hope for. You’ve gotten over it… and although it took me the longest time to get my head straightened… I am over it. Oh goodness, you have no idea how relieving it is to say that. To be honest, I really don’t know what I would do if i saw you tomorrow and you asked to come back into my life… But I do know you won’t be let in. Not after that night… after the humiliation, the pain, the grief, the dreams that were killed, the wishes that were destroyed, the prayers left unanswered… You’re right… we should just call it off. I’m done.