cutting good or bad....
I'm really glad with the people I have in my life right now.. I was having this really bad craving to cut last night I mean worst then it's ever been.. and It would not leave me.. and neither would SoCal.. I owe her a patch of skin on my body that would have been fucked up right now if it wasnt for her.. I havent cut for about 5 months now.. I guess my stress just caught up with me and that was the only "senceable" way to handle it.. But I realized that I need to change myself if thats my way of handling my problems then I have more problems then I think...Thats why I'm proud to edmit I have no cuts on my body dismorning... I made it through the craving... I didnt break anything.. I didnt hurt myself in any way... That would be the first time i didnt do anything when I had the cravings to do it...... I owe my life to alot of people but Arielle and SoCal if it wasnt for you guys I wouldnt have made it this far.. SoCal for staying by my side and Arielle for telling me how it is. Thank you both I love you... and you will definetally be missed..
Ashley
Ashley