Aug 09, 2007 20:42
So I know I haven't updated like at all this summer...sorry about that. This summer has been good and I've grown a lot, which is never bad :) God has taught me a ton about, well, a ton...lol. I've been some great relationships and I've had a great time (for the most part). I am definitely ready to be done for the summer, but I'm not ready to leave everyone. I've been a bit of a mess today. Pretty much everything makes me want to cry. I am sad to leave everyone...I've kind of distanced myself from people today and yesterday. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad...I mean you all know me well enough that you know that I need a bit of "me" time to process/deal with newness (is that even a word?) in my life. So, it's good on some level because I need that, but I think it's partially because I think it will make it easier to say goodbye...I know it won't make it easier. I love these people and I will miss them...so pray for me as I move on from camp life into real life/school life. I need prayer for strength as I go back to not being in a Christian community...back to not really knowing anyone and all that jazz that goes along with being home. Don't get me wrong I'm super excited to see family and friends, but being home is usually hard just because I don't feel like I have a big, supportive, Christian community there. I need your prayers and your support from afar family. I love you guys...see some of you soon :)