So...Now for a Real Update...
Where to start, where to start...Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I've barely had to time to breathe let alone post on here. I'm pretty stressed. I'm very overwhelmed. I kind of just want to sit in a corner and cry...but I don't have time. I haven't been eating or sleeping well. I feel like I have 500 million things to do/worry about and 5 minutes to do them in. I'm doing ok I guess, despite my being stressed. God is still good and I know that. I feel a little disconnected because I feel like taking the time to connect is a waste of my most precious commodity right now: time. I hung out w/ a friend tonight and played pool, ping pong, and the like down in the Student Center. It was wonderful and it's the first time I've done something really fun and carefree in awhile, but now I feel guilty for "wasting time". I need peace and rest and permission to take a time out...not the kind of time out like a bad kid gets (lol), but just a breather. I might go into detail about what exactly has been stressing me out, but I might not...we'll see. Until my next post. Love and Blessings to you my dear friends :)