Aug 19, 2009 23:05
I find myself pulled between different worlds all the time and it has taken me a long time to really figure out where that medium is for me. I had many times in my life where the side of me that needs to be wait deep in nature was allowed to run free. Nature makes me spiritually so much stronger and I feel like I can take on the world. I deeply miss that connection with the earth and the spirits and the freedom of the elements running through my body. I have been so home sick since I have moved to down town Toronto. Everything in me needs to be able to meditate out in the open.
It has always been the draw of community that has brought me to the high rise dead center of Toronto that I have come to hate so much.
With so much of that sense of community meeting outside the core now I am moving out and never looking back. I am going to find a place in either west or east Toronto where I can have access to all the community I want and have parks with grass and trees around me to keep me sane. And i'm going to take trips out into the real country the kind that is diapering all over the world when ever I can.
If anyone has any good ideas of ares in east or west Toronto that I should look into or even places or people looking let me know.