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[det_lassiter]

Victoria got bored being second to my work, and I can understand Lucinda putting me second to hers. It's hard to change habits, but I thought I was doing well. Better, at least. I was trying not to fall into old patterns, but there's one that I can't break. People get bored of me and leave.

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[everso_boring]

I think I know how you feel. Which means I, unfortunately, have no words of wisdom to share.

[det_lassiter]

I think it's too late for words of wisdom anyway. This dog's not learning any more new tricks.

[everso_boring]

I'm sorry to hear that. I ... I suppose not everyone's meant to have a happy ending. I don't know anymore. Although I'm rather sure I sound like a typical teenager, filled with ennui, when I say that.

[det_lassiter]

I don't believe in fairy tales and happy endings anyway. Most of the endings I see are violent and bloody. It'd have been nice for the middle part to have been less like the rest, though.

[everso_boring]

No, that -- that's true enough. The not believing in happy endings. I suppose no one really gets all that they want.

[det_lassiter]

Not even sweet Lady Justice is that sweet.

Did someone walk out on you too?

[everso_boring]

Er. Not -- not yet. I don't know what's happening right now.

[det_lassiter]

Oh... But you have someone?

[everso_boring]

I. Yes. But -- he's not really talking to me anymore. I'm not sure what's going on.

[det_lassiter]

Not talking to you, as in, just one day packed up and left everything, including his best friend, office, apartment, and you behind with no idea where he's gone, so you couldn't talk to him even if you wanted? Or, he's standing there in front of you with a petulant teenage pout, refusing to utter a word?

btw, I totes play(ed) layered_con :3

[everso_boring]

Er. I suppose -- more the latter? :/ Would you like to talk about your situation? That. That sounds rather awful. :(

Oh! *waves* ^_^

[det_lassiter]

What did you supposedly do to get that treatment? I don't know, that's pretty much my situation in a nutshell, what's more to talk about?

:333 yo~

[everso_boring]

Er. I actually don't know, but I -- I have a few ideas. It's not as if he's telling me, after all. But, um. I don't know. Sometimes talking can help, even if you don't think you've anything to say.

[det_lassiter]

If he's stil there and you have an idea what's wrong, even if you disagree that it's wrong, you have a chance of doing something about it, at least. ...You sound like my therapist.

[everso_boring]

No, that's true. But -- the things that. You see, we. I don't know. We were -- taking it slow, you see, but what if he's bored now, and. But I don't want to just -- right. Well.

It was just an idea.

[det_lassiter]

At the risk of sounding like one of those pinky girly women's advice columnists I sometimes catch O'Hara reading online... If he's fallen out with you because you want to wait, he's not worth it.

Yeah. Well. What's to talk about? I knew he was liable to do this. I knew that he has the attention span of a gnat. I shouldn't be so surprised and hurt.