Everything is Different, Yet it's all the Same.

[just_sassy_me]

Looking back.  It was all so life changing.  So desperately important.  Yet the most important moments, the ones that can never be forgotten, the instants that actually changed life, are nowhere to be found.  Looking back is incredible, and this was a brief glimpse.  He meant the world, and I hardly remember him.  She terrorized my thoughts daily and I never even think of her.  They were the best of times, and yet they pale in comparison.  Hawaii was the ultimate destination, but I had never seen New Zealand, or Australia, or Fiji, or Asia...

These days I am older.  I have seen more.  And here I go again.  This boy is my true love, he means the world, I can not live without him.  I am constantly distressed about life after cruising.  These are the best of times, with Holland and my boy.  And I haven't found the ultimate destination, but I am looking.