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Most incredible weekend i must say.
Mistakes were made yes, but things happen.
Again Sam Forr is the absolute king of bad timing.
You made me feel like I could be there with you forever.
Your blue eyes killed me. We kissed and it was not like
anything ive had in a long time.
Which is weird to say, because i thought i was brokenhearted too.
I mean, i am, but you made me forget that. and then it was over.
Just like my weekend, just like my break. over.
thats alright though, i really do understand that you still love him.
its so hard, its so hard to break away, especially when you've been with him for
what 3 years? i mean i get it.
Im scared too. I didnt know that i would ever feel anything like affection
again, there you were to change my mind. my heart.
weird isnt the right word, but its the first word that comes to mind.
i wish we could fill the holes each of us have in our hearts. but we
cant do that. we need to be whole on our own. thats when we'll be ready.
i just hope you remember how incredible i made you feel for just that one night.
and how you deserve even better than that.
Damn blue eyes make this so hard.
I just wish we had more time, another shot.
but i know you'll go back. its like i can see it.
no matter how much more i could give to you, how much better
i could make you feel. its probably not going to happen,
but thats life. The shoulda-coulda-woulda life we all lead.
it would be easy just to tell all this to you.
it would be easy to ask you to come see me every chance you got.
it would be easy to pick you up every chance i could.
it would be easy to tell you that i could see me loving you someday.
it would be easy to hold you every night.
it would be easy to tell you all of this and beg for you to tell me too.
but life isnt about easy, its about hard.
it'll be had to stand on my own, forever.
maybe it will be forever, but if thats right,
then its right.
i can be alone.
but i'll be thinking of you.
and i'll be thinking of this great weekend.
and what could be,
maybe someday...
i'll just listen to norah jones and regina specktor every
chance i get.
i'll play a song for you and maybe you'll hear it.
hopefully you will, from across the state,
and think of me.
i love you all so much.
i'll pay for you... any time.
Mistakes were made yes, but things happen.
Again Sam Forr is the absolute king of bad timing.
You made me feel like I could be there with you forever.
Your blue eyes killed me. We kissed and it was not like
anything ive had in a long time.
Which is weird to say, because i thought i was brokenhearted too.
I mean, i am, but you made me forget that. and then it was over.
Just like my weekend, just like my break. over.
thats alright though, i really do understand that you still love him.
its so hard, its so hard to break away, especially when you've been with him for
what 3 years? i mean i get it.
Im scared too. I didnt know that i would ever feel anything like affection
again, there you were to change my mind. my heart.
weird isnt the right word, but its the first word that comes to mind.
i wish we could fill the holes each of us have in our hearts. but we
cant do that. we need to be whole on our own. thats when we'll be ready.
i just hope you remember how incredible i made you feel for just that one night.
and how you deserve even better than that.
Damn blue eyes make this so hard.
I just wish we had more time, another shot.
but i know you'll go back. its like i can see it.
no matter how much more i could give to you, how much better
i could make you feel. its probably not going to happen,
but thats life. The shoulda-coulda-woulda life we all lead.
it would be easy just to tell all this to you.
it would be easy to ask you to come see me every chance you got.
it would be easy to pick you up every chance i could.
it would be easy to tell you that i could see me loving you someday.
it would be easy to hold you every night.
it would be easy to tell you all of this and beg for you to tell me too.
but life isnt about easy, its about hard.
it'll be had to stand on my own, forever.
maybe it will be forever, but if thats right,
then its right.
i can be alone.
but i'll be thinking of you.
and i'll be thinking of this great weekend.
and what could be,
maybe someday...
i'll just listen to norah jones and regina specktor every
chance i get.
i'll play a song for you and maybe you'll hear it.
hopefully you will, from across the state,
and think of me.
i love you all so much.
i'll pay for you... any time.