Sep 04, 2004 13:22
this time last year i was wondering what to do with my life... i had just come back from holiday and i was going to do nursing even tho i wasn't really sure... I applied to JMU to do interior design... and ended up at liverpool community doing foundation art an design... So much has happened in that last year so much has changed yet i sit here and it seems as thought i am in exactly the same position? everything that has changed is gone now... sure i have the bits of paper and memories that tell me it all happened but am i any different for my experiences? have i learned anything? i wish i cud do it again... not to do it different just cause it was soooo fun :D i've made some new friends and lost some too... i've had more hair styles than i care to remember and gone down a few pant sizes... i've fallen into the world of sex drugs and cheesy pop... :P and kinda crawled back out... How ever long we have to live should be full of happy times... not half forgoten meories of random twats...!!! it's weird how u never think about all the things you want to do untill you don't think u'll be able to do them... *sigh*
It's not like you can even miss somehing you havent done... but regrets ain't fun sooooo :P
I wudn't give up the experiences i've had for anything... I love my friends and all the amazing times (Good and bad times) i've had with all of them... :D
Anyway... thats enough of that i think... i have some more bad decisions to make now sooo maybe i'll type more l8r...