i won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
Yesterday I went and saw Maya for lunch. I thought it would be nice to bring her some tea to warm her up on such a cold day but in the midst of my walk, I was stopped by a lady. She was trying to get me to adopt a baby. I told her I wasn't ready for the commitment and that I don't even have enough money for myself to live. She said, "Then how did you buy that coffee? You could stop buying one of those a week and have enough money for a child." She was right but she creeped me out. These people make me nervous. What did I start to do? I had that tea in my hand, so I started drinking. By the time she got done making me feel like shit for not adopting one, the tea was gone. "Why don't you talk this over with your girlfriend, you could split the fee, and have a child...". Whoa. I got out of their way quick.
I met Maya at her school and we walked to the park. I told her about hte tea and all that. I tried hard. We pretty much own that place. We sat down on a bench and started to cuddle but the rain and wind were too overpowering. I was shaking and my teeth were chattering. We went to a coffee shop and Maya bought some tea haha. It really warmed me up.
Michelle wasn't having a good day so when I met up with my gangsta Katie, we road the bus to the mall so we could meet and hang out with Michelle. We had a fantabulous time watching Spiderman. Katie and I's favorite part is when uncle Ben is dying and he gargles "Peeeterrrr" but it sounds like he says peanut. It was nice. We dropped Katie off and picked up Carla and Cilla. The crunk was almost about ready to start!
We got back to the house and waited for Matt to get off work. He got us beer and junk and we started to be real gangstas. Pretty soon I was drunk, and they were pouring out my beer and telling me I drank it. I was so confused haha. I fell down some stairs and decided it would be better just to slide down them like a penguin. I'm smart! I got help up the stairs and into the bathroom where all 5 apples and half of a banana, peel and all, came up. I sat there looking at the clock on the cold bathroom floor. Not till this morning did I realize that the clock was broken and that the time wasn't changing. Michelle came in and helped me up and to the bedroom. I passed out at the door and I guess it took a couple of minutes to get me up in there. The rest is history.
This morning, I pretty much died. Worst hangover I've ever had. Everything was so loud and just killing my head. My chest hurt, I had bruises all over my body. I sat at the bus stop, sun so bright burning my eyes, and waited. I never realized how loud the traffic was! An ambulance came by with it's sirens pretty much driving a knife in my head. I thought i was going to die. Right after that, the bus drove right past me. I had to wait another half hour. I was late to meeting Maya. I only saw her for like 5 minutes.
When I got to her school, she gave me an envelope with directions on it.
At 7:00, meet Leah at the square. Do not open this until then
I tried to wait, but I couldn't. It was $15.00 to go get an Atmosphere ticket! She couldn't come because she was grounded, and decided that she'd get me money because I couldn't go either. She worked out this whole plan to get me to the concert and have it be a surprise<3 How amazing is she. The concert was sold out but sitting there in the cold hoping that a scalper would have some tickets, started to get me to think that Atmosphere wasn't going to be that kewl. What was kewl, was having a girlfriend to care enough to make something like this happen for me. I love her so much for this.
Tomorrow is our 2 month anniversary<3
I'm starting something to give to Maya, it'll be pretty much amazing. I've got a lot of ideas. Hopefully they'll drive me in a very creative way to show my feelings for her and to convey a message of love through a different way other than just saying it. I hope she'll like it.
Last night amazing. MY slut Michelle, amazing. Thank you for taking care of me last night. She came in a couple times during the night to make sure I was alright<3 Other slut Lacey, I miss you and I wish you could of been there. We'll get crunk together soon. Kim, I reallly hope you feel better. Carla, it was nice meeting you, you're way kewl. Gangsta Katie, you're amazing, I hope your next couple of days go quick so you can go to Boston and have an amazing time. Maya, you're so sweet and cute. I love you so much, thanks for everything<3 Cilla, you have a poopy tampon in your butt haha<3 Matt, thanks for the alcohol and for watching out for me.
I just realized, half of those people don't have el jays. Oh wizzle. Goodtimes. I'm going to go to bed, listening to music on my new computer! It's a Macintosh G3! Very radical.
I love you all.
Kyle
I met Maya at her school and we walked to the park. I told her about hte tea and all that. I tried hard. We pretty much own that place. We sat down on a bench and started to cuddle but the rain and wind were too overpowering. I was shaking and my teeth were chattering. We went to a coffee shop and Maya bought some tea haha. It really warmed me up.
Michelle wasn't having a good day so when I met up with my gangsta Katie, we road the bus to the mall so we could meet and hang out with Michelle. We had a fantabulous time watching Spiderman. Katie and I's favorite part is when uncle Ben is dying and he gargles "Peeeterrrr" but it sounds like he says peanut. It was nice. We dropped Katie off and picked up Carla and Cilla. The crunk was almost about ready to start!
We got back to the house and waited for Matt to get off work. He got us beer and junk and we started to be real gangstas. Pretty soon I was drunk, and they were pouring out my beer and telling me I drank it. I was so confused haha. I fell down some stairs and decided it would be better just to slide down them like a penguin. I'm smart! I got help up the stairs and into the bathroom where all 5 apples and half of a banana, peel and all, came up. I sat there looking at the clock on the cold bathroom floor. Not till this morning did I realize that the clock was broken and that the time wasn't changing. Michelle came in and helped me up and to the bedroom. I passed out at the door and I guess it took a couple of minutes to get me up in there. The rest is history.
This morning, I pretty much died. Worst hangover I've ever had. Everything was so loud and just killing my head. My chest hurt, I had bruises all over my body. I sat at the bus stop, sun so bright burning my eyes, and waited. I never realized how loud the traffic was! An ambulance came by with it's sirens pretty much driving a knife in my head. I thought i was going to die. Right after that, the bus drove right past me. I had to wait another half hour. I was late to meeting Maya. I only saw her for like 5 minutes.
When I got to her school, she gave me an envelope with directions on it.
At 7:00, meet Leah at the square. Do not open this until then
I tried to wait, but I couldn't. It was $15.00 to go get an Atmosphere ticket! She couldn't come because she was grounded, and decided that she'd get me money because I couldn't go either. She worked out this whole plan to get me to the concert and have it be a surprise<3 How amazing is she. The concert was sold out but sitting there in the cold hoping that a scalper would have some tickets, started to get me to think that Atmosphere wasn't going to be that kewl. What was kewl, was having a girlfriend to care enough to make something like this happen for me. I love her so much for this.
Tomorrow is our 2 month anniversary<3
I'm starting something to give to Maya, it'll be pretty much amazing. I've got a lot of ideas. Hopefully they'll drive me in a very creative way to show my feelings for her and to convey a message of love through a different way other than just saying it. I hope she'll like it.
Last night amazing. MY slut Michelle, amazing. Thank you for taking care of me last night. She came in a couple times during the night to make sure I was alright<3 Other slut Lacey, I miss you and I wish you could of been there. We'll get crunk together soon. Kim, I reallly hope you feel better. Carla, it was nice meeting you, you're way kewl. Gangsta Katie, you're amazing, I hope your next couple of days go quick so you can go to Boston and have an amazing time. Maya, you're so sweet and cute. I love you so much, thanks for everything<3 Cilla, you have a poopy tampon in your butt haha<3 Matt, thanks for the alcohol and for watching out for me.
I just realized, half of those people don't have el jays. Oh wizzle. Goodtimes. I'm going to go to bed, listening to music on my new computer! It's a Macintosh G3! Very radical.
I love you all.
Kyle