Open: Ponderings

[likely_evil]

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[faiththatfuelsu]

You can come back from it. Fallin' off that ledge is a bitch, but you can pull yourself back up.

[likely_evil]

I really hope so. It just... i went too far. I promised I would never go there and I did...

[faiththatfuelsu]

It happens. It's what you do after that makes the difference. Won't lie and tell you it's easy- probably the farthest thing from it, I have a good feeling you can handle it though.

[likely_evil]

I still hear her screaming sometimes...

[faiththatfuelsu]

Probably won't ever go away. You don't want it to. You stop hearing it and you forget. Part of making up for what you've done, is remembering. Guilt keeps you in check.

[likely_evil]

Still think I'm a boy scout now?

[faiththatfuelsu]

*She sighed* Sam.... you got played. Bitch twisted you all up inside to get what she wanted. Even the damn angels were in on it. Doesn't make you evil.

[likely_evil]

Yeah, but I made the choice to walk that path.

[faiththatfuelsu]

Yeah, well, we all make fucked up choices sometimes. Not a single damn one of us are innocent, not in this life. Too many shades of gray in between.

[likely_evil]

Yeah. I miss the days when the world was easy to understand and live in.

[faiththatfuelsu]

*She gave him a half smile, nudging him in the side with her elbow* Didn't realize it ever was.